
Aughhh does anybody know where to find the raws?! So much is happening rn it's insane.
Honestly the only character who is really innocent in this whole fucking comic is Yeongwoo... Seo-In's parents are narcissistic neglectful abusive assholes and that's why Seo-In is the way he is. The thing is, I understand. I really do. I had a narcissistic asshole of a grandma with a victim complex who would try to make my mom (the black sheep of the family) into this bad person and me by default because I would call her out on her bullshit. It broke the family apart and if anything made her look even more like a victim because it was more shit she could use to guilt trip people and fuel her ego.... BUT that didn't turn me into a piece of shit scum who would manipulate people and shit. I'm sorry, I understand that Yeongwoo was the only friend he made without his manipulative asshole family dictating everything.... But that was middleschool. Like bruh... I have childhood trauma that haunts me too but come on. There's only so much you could do as kids, you only have so much freedom as a child that what did he expect Yeongwoo to do after everything???????
It's a shame that we see that Yeongwoo wanted to keep in contact with Seo-In despite everything and the mom kind of cock blocked them... But bruh Seo-In acts like he isn't a problem for Yeongwoo anyways. Even as kids he manipulated him like "I think like people of the same sex... do you think I'm weird???" Then having your best friend you have a crush on "experiment" with you bc you want them to prove they're not freaked out pretty much. I understand he had to be crafty in order to live in that household, but come on. Then he manipulated him into being his manager and then dropped him. I know people are expecting him to do something more but honestly I have a feeling he's going to either try to forget Yeongwoo or somehow keep Yeongwoo by his side without working together (but also not dating yet bc I think Yeongwoo wouldn't accept it yet plus Seo-In isn't admitting his feelings yet either). This is why I NEED the raws bruh like ughhhhhhhh imma die at this rate

I checked the raws and the chapters is also the same as it was in the official updates…here’s the link anyway
https://newtoki468.com/webtoon/33518401/백라이트?stx=백라이트

what LMAO I feel like it could've gone about better. I mean, should it have been longer? Ofc... But the real issue is how it was paced. Not only was it short, but the chapters were short. Plus there are plenty of one shots or comics with very few chapters that are laid out a bit better than this. I don't hate it, it just felt abrupt. It was kind of a rollercoaster of a ride to read this, was it cute in the end? Hell yeah... But the fact that he bullied the MC after they both got piss drunk was insane, plus didn't he have black hair or am I tripping? LMAO Regardless at least they're both happy, ngl the ML felt very manipulative with the bullying then the "we'll be together forever" like bruh

This dude pisses me off so much. To test a theory he decided to see if he and the MC would fall for each other even without the MC knowing they were each other's counterparts...... How I feel is that somehow the MC is going to find out he's a namer and dump the motherfucker, to which the ML is going to go insane and/or pathetic. The ML is such a conniving son of a bitch that he is trying to force the MC together with him any way possible, even if that means pulling away then attacking him when he sees the chance. I don't think it's bad to date around and figure yourself out more especially if you are safe about it, but the ML is so weird.... It feels like he's a robot.

I don't get why everyone always complains when the bottom goes along with everything, most of the time in BL stories the tops are fucking "psychopaths". I'd feel terrified going against these assholes too. Like come on, I get it when the bottom lacks personality but FROM THE GET GO Kay was a yes man. That's why he has such a high girlfriend count and why women loved him. He's retaliated THE MOST with Zigril, what more could we ask for when Zigril is the definition of toxic lover.
If anything the story is missing a little sparkle. I love it, honestly I have reread it a few times already... But it definitely could have more of a flair of something, I just can't put my finger on what. LMAO Honestly I really like Kay, he's my favorite character. He's so extremely empathetic that even ghosts try to win him over and see their point of views. Like come on, he's special in some way, just not like Zigril.

AGREED I have the same exact perspective I do love Kay and I also do love how he's kinda realistic in how he accepts his doomed fate (unfortunate but true). What's missing for me is how SHORT it is I wish there was more development before the pregnancy or even after pregnancy the in b/w where he adjusts to empress life would've been nice to see

YES!!!! YES!!!! IT'S SO FUCKING SHORT it's so insane. I wish that it wasn't slapped together last minute like that, like come on. Obviously Kay is just going along with things, but like you said I was hoping for more time with pregnant Kay. I mean Zigril didn't have sex with him this whole time??? How did they even interact? Did Zigril even talk to him much? I feel like it was so rushed and the author was just like "here's your gruel" LMAO

I mean come on, ofc he'd be that way. He's so severely insecure that he thinks there's no way anyone would not only like him back but even think he's cute. He's able to smile so easily with alcohol, the one thing everyone in his family told him to stay away from, yet he struggles to even show emotion in his day to day life. He can't even show that he's upset unless he's crying. Of COURSE his drunk self is like a stranger to him, I mean is it pretty much himself if he wasn't so anxious? Yes. But his true self is a bundle of anxiety that struggles to live a normal life. He cries trying to smile normally just so he can become friends with the guy he has a crush on, the one who confessed to him but only because of a drunken mishap. I feel for him, I truly do.
He must've had a crush on him or something and found out he had a huge boingaloinga fetish (could've been scrolling on his phone or something) and realized he could use his body to his advantage.