Ok i have no complaints not one love the whole lil ero moment but… this happened out of NOWHEREEE like WHATT DAYUMM every scene i felt like we moved so fast that i had to re-read the chapter twice to get that I didn’t just made the whole thing up with my mind and eyes! Like DAMNNNNN WHERE WAS THIS CHAPTER WHEN WE WAITED THESE TWO TO GET STEAMY MONTHS OR YEARS AGO?! I like the whole author putting us on hold about streamy stuff until now my soul literally came out of my body. Chef’s kiss(▰˘◡˘▰)(≧∀≦)
Everyone is taking sides and think Kotaro is a bad character and Shimpei should kill him instead etc but bruhh if you look from an outside perspective when you love someone you become selfish and blinded with your own delusions. My boi Kotaro is mean and selfishly saying and doing all this stuff because he loved her since childhood. He has given up a long time on his feelings just to accept that she has to marry into a fam for the family reputation etc. he never calculated her falling for some assassin and leaving him behind like that. His heart and soul must be in hellfire for hearing the girl who doesn’t even know his feelings towards her shouting how she is in love with another man and doesn’t know what to do but to go beserk. No one is the villain here they are all just victims of love and obsession. Honestly yes of course Kotaro sounds bad atm but love and hate are the two faces of the same coin and makes us do or say crazy shit. Bamm the end. Now stop taking sides or do as you please .
My issue is when I’m angry I hurt people and turn it into chaos like this... I don’t intend it to happen... but no one tries to understand me and then they get offended. Ofc they would i would too if I were them but yk sometimes you just want someone who can be silent and just listen to you or understand that you are really having a tough time and just give space or a little support. I give that to my friends but lately I don’t see anyone by my side doing that... gahh I’m tired ╥﹏╥ is it just me or lately everyone has been feeling this lil depression mood lately? Like I was happy for a while but these past few weeks I have been tired of fighting with the world. ( I’m not suicidal or having serious issues dw ) just a bit exhausted.
My older brother is like this so I know how to handle when people are easily mad. It’s not your fault some people just don’t react or do the same thing when they are upset. I’m not good with words but I just wanted to say that you are an amazing human being and don’t blame yourself all the time. <33
Damn that “ WHY? U DONT NEED A CONDOM UR NOT A WOMAN “ So damn rude and fucking sexist?! Like ok no condom sex fine but like show me ur test results and then come back! Gahh I hate one sided making love scenes.. They just torture me to my core over here and this fucking guy says U AINT A WOMAN SO WHY CONDOM?! BIX WITH THAT COMMENT U AINT A REAL MAN GET TF AWAY! poor uke had to fall in love with him of all people...even tho ye he can play etc...
Extra note Edit: AND HE EVEN ASKED “ SHOULD WE HAVE SEX “ LIKE BIX THAT IS A TURN OFF IF UR GONNA ASK! GO JUMP AT HIM AND WE GO ON INTO IT LIKE THAT SAYING IT OUT LOUD TF?! He can be more smooth or at least caring for the other side idk
I kinda guessed her father was behind it i mean not exactly behind it but the moment in the first chapters when she was kidnapped and when Kotaru told her dad about her being kidnapped he beat the shit out off Kotaru and no matter how normal it may have sen at that time for her father to beat up Kotaru for not being able to protect her as her guard i still sensed a malice in her father the reason Satoko so far was always portraying her dad as this soft hearted cloud like man very calm and his eyes and reaction and the way he used his fists and raged rather than get scared and upset of her kidnap moment made me aware that this man aint the man her daughter portrayes as. Haha lmk if yall felt that too in the story up to this momemt! Other than that i feel so happy for having a real Goto in my life my goto also takes bullets for me and tries to stop his ways for my happiness… related to this chapter a lot