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Help me find this manga please, I've been searching for it for years now but to no avail huhu.

Genre: Bara/Muscle, Drama
Tags: Manly Gay Couple, Oneshot

So it goes like this, the older uke works at a ramen (?) shop and he has a younger admirer who often comes to his shop to eat and talk with him. Though no one actually confessed, they can feel that their feelings are mutual but the seme has an arranged marriage with some girl and the uke being the older one, understood that he must let go of him so that he can go to the "right path", not with an old man like him. So they had sex for the first and last time in the uke's shop (though it's kinda forced by the seme's side). The last scene is when the seme went away w/ tears rolling down (?) while leaving the uke lying down after they had sex.

I remember the uke having a buzz cut while the seme has a normal haircut.

Please someone must have read that too