
Man... Manhwa really is scary. At the end of this chapter, my immediate thoughts were like 'man why're they making it such a huge deal, he just used him as inspo for a BL novel of all things, they could totally talk it out, this is so silly'.
But the thing is, if I found out my partner psychoanalysed me like a creep and that was the only reason they started dating me and approached me, esp in a time when I was guarded and didn't believe much in love?? I'd think they need therapy and get the FUCK outta there for sure. Like imagine your partner having written fanfiction about you before they even met you, writing with all sorts of assumptions when they did NOT know you and what you're actually like. I'd be so offended like, who the fuck did they think they were to pull this shit??
Lying and then saying if I never told you, you'd never have found out and that being honest would only have brought problems is soo icky. Imagine a real life person saying that unironically to your face, you'd 100% want to punch them.
So yeah, manhwa is real good at painting over our rationale with pretty pictures huh. I'm having a bit of a personal enlightenment over this.