
I cried at the confession. The heightened emotions all spilling over in an act of desperation, ugh gets me every single time. Dunno what's up with tobita, is he aromantic? and masumi also was having these moments of anger that is pretty bad in a jeez this makes me want to flinch kinda way, and it was left unresolved too. Dunno how to conclude, really pretty art I guess.

reniel was so fun to read at the beginning but now that he's morphing into the typical nothing else matters other than you and you should only think about me all the time kinda ML, I'm loosing my fun and feelings. It's getting kinda boring and a tad bit irritating ngl. I mean this is how the FL described him to be in the original book but still, man, where's the fun. They could both put their heads together, promise not to be reckless and work out a plan and go ham and have fun but no, it'll always be the guy who's taking everything on his own and tries to protect her entirely on his own, disregarding her feelinngs cuz it's for her benefit. Why are they both being basic bitches when they can be boss bitches. sigh.

man. How I'd swipe several times to see alicia finally reaching her breaking point after this conversation and trying to get the fuck away from the prince. She'd clearly fail cuz the prince is evil AND smart so he'd know but to know that even a woman he disregarded so badly got genuinely sick of him has to do atleast something to his ego. But despite potentially strugglng so damn much and losing all the rich girl privileges and I really do wish she gave this motherfucker up and married some guy who has shit social stature but is a great person and gets her whole character development arc. She is still at the point where she can turn around and redeem herself. Someone needs to write a fanfic/sidestory about this, I would love it SO MUCH.

this one tried to be soooo deep but ended up being.... corny at best T_T. A 19 year old trauma dumping when asked about his life? Sure that's perfectly realistic, but he did it like he already went to therapy and shit and introspected a lot and was describing all his innermost feelings like they're lines in a novel lmfao. NO REAL PERSON TALKS LIKE THAT. And all these people keep psychoanalysing them like, bruh both of them have deep mommy issues, leave them alone and spare them with this 'oh my god, they're so empty inside, it's so lonely, im so heartbroken' bs. All of this is giving 'I'm such an empath' vibes. No real person talks like any of these characters T_T.

holy shit this is the peakest of the peakest of peak straight romance FR. I've been bitching and moaning in my head of how you can almost NEVER escape patriachal power dynamics in straight romance and how it's always a 'woman' falling in love with a 'man' rather than character A and character B falling in love like it is with queer relationships.
THIS FUCKING MANGA THOUGH, It was like an oasis in a desert!!! This healed something in me holy fucking shit. I really don't feel that omg he's a manly man and she's a womanly woman vibes here, their dynamic is not dictated by gender norms and they're genuinely just having fun with it all and aeedhgsgjajshj I LOVE IT SO MUCH.
holy shit???? This is so peak. I almost squealed out of excitement. Jisuh is planning revenge! That's so fucking awesome, I feel so vindicated. Manipulation really is too easily forgiven. Usually the manipulatee (? if thats a word) cries a lot, rants and the manipulator gives a huge heartfelt apology and boom all's well and done it's a happy ending. And sure, that's not too bad if the manipulator changes but like cmon? the rage? the betrayal? the trust completely broken?? Where does all of that go? Why do we never see that seriously. But here, OMG I can tell jisuh is definitely planning something j u i cy. I can't wait, seriously.
And I also LOVE how when jisuh lashed out, it wasn't only some vague, "how could you! you betrayed me, did you feel nice making me look like a fool" dialogues, but he also specifically laid out all of the things he did and where he felt like things were off and directly confronted him. Fuck, it's great catharsis ahhhh. I can't wait to see the guy crying like all these comments say. Jisuh is being toxic rn, but that guy (i forgot his name lmfao) was toxic first. Two toxic bitches = great couple. That's probably not true, but that's how I feel right now and I'm GREATLY enjoying this.
I finished reading. sunyool is everything I want to be and everything I want all at once. I think I'll die from unrequited feelings if I actually meet a person like this holy shit. The author really cooked here. I can totally see that he's their favourite. spoiled, loud and bright, talented, flirty, can top you AND can bottom?? HE'S NOT GOOD AT DOING BOTH, HE'S GOOD AT DOING EVERYTHING!!! I looooove how their relationship is all about having fun too!!! jisuh and heejae are definitely the tension filled toxic couple who are only a delight to read and functional because they're in a fictional world. Meanwhile something like sunyool and haeyong's relationship is everything you could possibly want irl too. bjasbjbehjdbw. I love everything this author's cooking. The heejae crying scene definitely didn't dissapoint too, it was so adorable!!!. Author nim knows what she's doing fr. I trust her 100% and will read all her next works for sure. I have even more things to say but I'm rambling so I'll stop. Future me is going to be rereading this one a lot.