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So I managed to get some if not most of the raws on Instagram, and here are my thoughts.

This chapter, from Akihito's reappearance on is just a total mindfuck. And I know it's intentional lol. We see a brief glimpse of an awake Akihito in his hospital bed before the kidnapping, and someone call to him by name off-screen. Akihito's attention piques at his name, so we can assume from just THAT that he does not have severe amnesia. He may not recall the events of last chapter well, if at all, but he knows who he is. Whether that's all we see of him awake in the hospital I don't know, because I don't know if I got all the raws.

From there, Akihito goes missing for 5 months. We know he was kidnapped by Sakizaki, who is just about as annoying as Sudou at this point, and Chernoborg. After 5 months, in this short chapter, he suddenly reappears in a police station in Warsaw. Seemingly unharmed, everything hunky dory, apart from the emotional reunion between him and Asami. If he was physically tortured, especially while still recovering from traumatic injuries, they did a DAMN good job covering it up. Akihito and Asami go to a hotel, where they talk briefly and Akihito seems "off" at that point. Akihito notices Asami's inner conflict and opts to seduce him out of it. They begin making love on the bed, and Akihito is surprisingly forward during intercourse, choosing to ride him, which of course puts Asami in a more vulnerable position. Akihito pulls a planted knife from under the pillow and threatens to kill Asami then and there, without a second thought, speaking a disturbing manner. In this ONE frame with the knife over his head, Akihito looks eerily like Sudou. Whether that's coincidence or intentional by Yamane-sensei remains to be seen.

In this particular scene, we see no mental lapse by Akihito as he manipulates Asami. No inner struggle from brainwashing. But we can tell something is off with him. His conversation isn't authentic, and he chooses to quickly sway Asami out of said conversation. If this is indeed actually Akihito, the way he's been brainwashed so flawlessly is WEIRD. I mean, I'm more inclined to believe it is him rather than the other big theory circling around. Chernoborg twisted him in his still fragile mental state (waking from a traumatic coma), planted him in the police station as bait, and arranged for them to go to a hotel where he would kill Asami with the one he loves. Makes sense, but it all seems too...I don't know. How was Akihito brainwashed to the point of acting like this and killing Asami without any hesitation? How does he not have a scratch on him at the police station?

This leads into the other theory, that Sudou SOMEHOW survived both being shot by Akihito and the building collapsing on him. It's already a miracle that Asami and Akihito survived their ordeal (plot armor, yes), but Sudou was left IN the building. So hypothetically here, he survives and is recovered presumably by Sakizaki. People think he physically alters himself to resemble Akihito, and plants himself in Warsaw to personally murder Asami once and for all, of course after intercourse, because he's an unfettered psychopath. Interesting theory, especially considering the final frame of the chapter. BUT, how in the world would Sudou recover from even WORSE injuries in only 6 months, undergo reconstructive surgery, and appear to Asami with NO visible scars/wounds? The timing makes no logical sense, which compromises the rest of that theory. He shouldn't be alive at all lol.

All of that said, I'm honestly still not convinced without a doubt that this is indeed Akihito. Basic logic would say yes, and it certainly will make for some of the biggest drama yet, but it all seems too convenient. I don't know. It brings to mind The Hunger Games when Peeta was captured by President Snow and tortured to madness inside the Capitol. Gale and his team later recovered him inside ground zero, while meeting no enemy fire. Peeta later encounters Katniss in the hospital, where he's bruised and emaciated from the torture. Katniss, overcome with emotion, tries to embrace him but Peeta immediately attempts to kill her by suffocating her. Snow planted Peeta to kill his biggest enemy in the cruelest way possible. This is almost a mirror of that, but WHY does Akihito look healthy and well?? Perhaps there's a more advanced means of torture Chernoborg used that didn't involve such things.

And lastly, WHERE HAS FEI LONG BEEN DURING ALL THIS? He's the one that rescued and brought Asami and Akihito to the hospital, and visited them repeatedly. Why is he suddenly MIA?

So I’m just rereading the whole shit again and I came to this chapter and I always wondered why Asami got angry at what Aki said can someone explain please?

CKB. December 4, 2020 12:45 am
On Feilong's boat during his rescue Takaba picks up a gun and defends Krisihima. With a very determined look on his face he monologues to himself that he is not going yo take any more and shoots the gun. Afterward he tells Asami how shaken that left him. Takaba does use a gun (on the roof) to help defend Asami after the fight at the penthouse . When he gets to the temple, he tells the monk(Michiro brother to Souh) he is not sure if he has it in him to really use a gun. The monk goes on to explain the diff. between protecting what is important and just killing(something like that). Takaba begins to train. The next time Takaba holds a gun is in the helicopter to keep those men from taking them . The last we we Takaba using a gun was to defend Asami. Sorry can't post to the thread, it will be interesting to see how she deals with this.


Northwest December 4, 2020 1:46 pm
I had been thinking of all those things too. With all the training that Aki got from Michihiro and that Asami had just been shot right in front of him I really hope that he at least hit a vital spot on Sudoh.

Is there a chance we're getting a steamy Gold Extra in December? Since it won't be a continuation of the actual arc then Sensei better spices it up with a good extra. And hopefully it won't be a weird fantasy like that Cat one xD I would like to see them in their daily life routine with Aki being silly again (▰˘◡˘▰)

I hate asahi’s ex wife so much. She installed this fear inside him that if you can’t have children then you’re defective. She cheated on him because asahi couldn’t have kids and she wanted kids of her own. If she really wanted kids so badly then there were so many ways to go about it without cheating like adoption, having a sperm donor or surrogacy but she choose to cheat and left him with this fear and hole in his heart. Now asahi thinks he’s a defective man and that there’s a possibility that the only reason he’s with masato, a man, is that with a man he won’t have to worry about being defective or him being defective won’t ruin their relationship because masato is a guy too. We all know that isn’t the case at all and asahi does love masato is with him because he’s simply in love with him but that fear inside asahi won’t go away because he thinks the minute masato knows what asahi is thinking he’d get so hurt that he’d leave him too and start to resent him.

any recommendations for yaoi where there Uke andthe Seme were enemies

y’all hold up i’m so confused
so does that ending imply that he still goes and sees michael and every one less? is that what happened? why the fuck does he have a bruise on his face? WHAT THE FUCK? WHY??? GODDAMMIT I THOUGHT IT WAS GOING TO BE A HAPPY ENDING BUT INSTEAD I FEEL LIKE I GOT KICKED IN THE FACE WITH A BOOT.

still a fucking amazing read though probably one of the only ones on here that have made me almost cry

No one will die, calm down people. If so then we won't have a new Arc in spring. Still, we should expect some plot twist maybe. Although I am secretly hoping the chapter will end up nicely and quite lovey dovey just like the one after the Hong Kong kidnapping. They both reunited in that boat, had a magnificent sex session and they finally hold hands while taking that private jet to get back to Japan! Yeah, let me keep dreaming ┑(￣Д ￣)┍

None of them will die. They will be badly injured and then both will recover at some point. There will be some plot twist whether it's amnesia or something no one is expecting. I am thrilled already. I wonder if Sudou died tho (which will make Aki a murderer and I don't want him to be one)! And what about that other bad guy who was with Sudou? That jerk sure is still alive! （￣へ￣）

I don’t understand why you guys focus on criticising the uke’s cruel acts so much while the seme is a fucking serial killer. Both the seme and uke are disgusting and inhuman beings. Selling children to pedophiles and killing people’s lives are both immoral acts that are unacceptable. How the fuck can you guys see the “killing people’s lives” act not as worth criticised as the “selling children to pedophiles” act? (I don’t compare these two acts, but their levels of inhumanity definitely should be seen as being on the same scale).
I guess many fujoshis are obsessed with the “Sangwoo” seme type, as a result, psychopath killers and criminals are being normalised in their mind without being noticed. The worst is that, this personality type is normalised for only “seme” characters, while the uke characters who are psychopath killers or criminals are criticized for their acts and hated a lot.
I’m getting sick of this double standard in the yaoi community, which is that the uke characters are judged because of their flaws and personality, while the seme characters are whitewashed with “good acts” or some “bad childhood” excuses.

My favorite Omegaverse. Along with Akabeko's Shounen Kyoukai.

right. Asami is sensei most popular character,then aki then fei. she also write on twitter next finder arc will begin in spring 2021 and continue :)

Who thinks that Fei is still indeed in love with Asami? I do.