So again, this is my fuck up theory, the reason why the uke hired a guy just to have sex with him and the reason why he chooses to become a bottom rather than a top and thinks that it will greatly affect his dad is because............ his dad is a fucking psycho who rape him since he was a kid and continue to see him as an object of dangerous affection. I don’t think he’s dead but rather hiding somewhere where his dad can’t see him.
I somehow felt sorry for the uke to the point that I cried a little