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Sorry but this may be out of topic but ughh, it freaking hurts. Could someone please comfort me, I feel like I was all alone and that nobody cares. My boyfriend just broke up with me last week and I don't know why I tried to call and send him messages so that we can talk it over but he kept on ignoring me. After a few days I went to his house until I heard that he was already married and that they have a baby and that they will live in other country permanently. I was shocked and of course I was hurt. I really don't know what to do at that time but of course I will not let this affect my studies since I'm going to college now especially that I have 4 scholarships from different universities and of course I need to choose one. I tried to talk to my parents about my problem but they don't seem to care. When it comes to friends, I only have few it's because most of the people especially from my previous school hated me, I don't even know why. Then one of my friends told me that most of them hates me it's because they're just jealous of what I accomplished-I was the valedictorian in high school and was the best in all subjects. I was sad when I heard this I just want them to look at me for who I am and I don't want them to hate me just because of that. After we graduated, all of my friends migrated to other country. I felt sad because I'm all alone again. Even though I finished high school with big accomplishment, I feel alone..my parents didn't even come to my graduation because they're very busy but they did say sorry to me afterwards...of course I understand but somewhere in my heart I really feel alone and feels that nobody seemed to care..My boyfriend broke-up with me, my super busy parents and my friends who are now in other country..I understand my parents because I know that they're working hard to support me and our financial needs but somehow I kinda feel neglected it's because when I need them, they're always not there for me due to work. Even though I have good grades and many accomplishments, I still don't feel happy I feel like I was all alone. It really hurts, this kind of feeling.. Sorry for my english.