
Ok, after being speechless these are my final thoughts. This story was definetly different and unique that at some points even during the worst parts of the story, I still loved it, and was amazed at how shitty the charcters were. Like, it's not smth you would expect and it's DEFINETLY not predictable. It made me feel so shitty and disgusting but even then I loved how fucked up it was. Overall, it's not reccomendable, especially for those who aren't patient, but if you're someone like me who's also fcked up, I swear to god I can't believe i'm even saying this but I absolutely loved it. It was so fcked up that it made it more interesting than when the story first started. Loved it, would not read it again tho(⌒▽⌒)

Ok so, I really am about to cry cause of frustration and I just wanna get it out there, WHY DO MOST YAOI MANWHAS NORMALIZE SEXUAL ASSAULT/RAPE???? wtf author??? Like why can't I read a Yaoi with good characters and NO FUCKING RAPIST??? Like I feel so frustrated, I feel gross, triggered and fucking uncormfortable when this happens, IT'S FUCKING DISGUSTING AUTHOR, for fucks sake, I just wanna cry, I feel awful...

What's fucking worse is I have an 11 year old cousin who reads yaoi, and one time she reccommended me this particular yaoi, that made me want to gag cause I KNOW THAT WHAT I READ WAS LITERAL RAPE, and I told her that, but she said "it's fine" like it's so fucking normalized, i'm so fucking tired of this shit ughh

I understand that rape and assault seems to be normalized, to the point where I myself don't even notice it, but if it's what the viewers want and the ratings go up...what is there to do than just go with the flow, but only, and Only if, others can distinguish fiction from reality...I dont care what others see or read, as long as they don't do this in real life

Yeah, that's the thing, when you start so early you learn these things and normalize it without even noticing, you think what you think is right but it's not, you know people who are like you so you feel comfortable to stay the same, and you're either gonna take a while to grow out of those mindset, or you never do. What i'm saying is, I hope your mindset is in the right, and I hope you keep on learning, I don't want my co- fujoshis to normalize shit like rape, sexual assault, fetishizing gay men etc.

Yes yes, I understand what you're saying. I agree that anyone can read whatever they want as long as they don't normalize it in real life, but my problem is, I know there are kids that read stuff like this and normalize it in real life, and not just that, literally MOST as in MOST yaoi that i've read have something to do with rape or sexual assault, even tho it has nothing to do with the story or plot. They also make these shitty ass characters that rape but gets away with it cause in the end they say sorry and become friends like it's so unrealisticly disgusting, the least they can do is put a trigger warning which they did not. Also most of the time the rapist is the seme, but they still end up "happily" together, like wtf is wrong with these author's mind??

Yk what I noticed? Is that when Woohyuk was still obssessing over Jiho, and how he was showing him so much affection and he even confessed to him multiple times, Jiho on the other hand showed no compassion or any feelings at all for Woohyuk, but now that Woohyuk gave up on Jiho, and even (probably) messed up his rice for him to win, Jiho was apparently "happy" that Woohyuk liked him despite him being this broke teenager. Like, ms gurl, a few chapters back you were annoyed by Woohyuk not leaving you alone and you only cared about your cat, how did you suddenly appreciate Woohyuk for liking you, like, make it make sense?
Also, is that pd betraying Jiho I see I knew he couldn't be trusted smh

Jiho never disliked Woohyuk, he was frustrated cuz he felt like Woohyuk was patronizing him during the competition because he had feelings for him. Jiho didn't want Woohyuk to throw the competition so that he could win, Jiho wanted to win based on his own merit but at the same time he is so desperate to save his cat that he has to put his pride aside. Its this conflict between his pride and his being a broke ass college student that build up Jiho's resentment towards Woohyuk. Woohyuks romantic feelings were the root of Jiho's frustration and feelings of inferiority which is why Jiho lashed out at Woohyuk and showed contempt for his feelings.
also pd isnt betraying Jiho, he is just being honest with the other judges which is why he tried to push Jiho to tell his actual story. pd has always been on Jiho's side, Jiho is the one who dropped the ball at the end by not telling his story.

Ohhhh I see your point, but i'm still confused, when Woohyuk showed his feelings to Jiho, that time Woohyuk had no plan on trying to lose just for Jiho's sake, nor did Jiho think Woohyuk would do that for him, they were doing the bgp too so they were only focused on that, they had no discussion on who's gonna win, so I think it's more of the inferiority complex of Jiho, my question is, where the hell did the "happiness" come from? Like he kept on going on and on on how he hates Woohyuk's affection, not once did he act, feel or said he was happy about that, like what??
Also, didn't pd said he'll do everything he can so that Jiho can win?? So why did he not lie for Jiho? Is it because he takes, Jiho not telling his true story as a sign to like not help him anymore?
Lmao, here comes the chasing arc