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I hate how people always compare me to my sisters saying im a disappointment, not smart, will be disowned, the shame of the family (mostly my mum which hurts a lot)..... I have many good qualities and skills that are useful but they are only trivial things if it's not involved with smart stuff and school....

"Why aren't you normal like other girls?" This question feels like a sharp knife being stabbed through my chest... literally.. I feel like everything comes crashing down if someone says this to me, like aren't I good enough? Am I weird? Did you always think of me in that way? Since I'm not a girl who prefers pink over other colors and am not that ......