
does anyone know where can i find raws?

It's not scanlated yet. Next chapter just came out in the October issue of a serialized bl manga called Daria that comes out every 3 months.
You can by it off of Amazon.jp.
https://www.fwinc.jp/daria/magazine/

female manhwa characters are so not special and yet there are these most handsome dudes falling for them... I just can't understand the idea behind this can they not do this realistically? Like Dohwa still likes this girl even after 10 years. Just get over it man. Atleast try to do a more complex character is this a otome game or what. I just want to like the female character that's all...
all the yaois i've read to this day, rape never bothered me. Because it's fictional and sometimes its about kinks and stuff and not real so idc in the end, however this manga really felt like a real life story and living the things that nao lived is unforgivable. In the end it felt like author tried to justify the rape... He slapped him and than raped him and nothing happened as if it's a natural occurrance.
no i literally thought the same i was like ..????????? Man id send their ass to prison if someone tried to do that to me TT and then bro was like ‘it was my fault too’ u have got 2 be joking why is this normalized
the way he got jealous after getting raped too loooool
yeah it was scary how he could just threaten nao with physical violence too “don’t move or ill hit u again” like
Honestly, now I'm wondering if it's normal in Japanese society that's why it is normalised in their media. Like I get there's this patriarchal hierarchy and that could be translated into yaoi as "the top" and appeasing him whatnot. Then it's their normalisation of a lot of (extreme) genres in their porn (e.g., rape, molestation) that it skews their definition of what is okay in non-porn media. While I consume the content, wondering about it being possibly normal kinda irl kinda scares me.