kusoyaro June 14, 2016 10:28 pm

It was my fault for reading this in the first place. Great job, author-san, way to make me hate a character that was raped over and over again by the man who claimed to be his guardian after his parents died . . . again, my fault for reading this. I don't usually complain about a manga since I don't really have a right to after reading it willingly, but I have discovered that Stockholm Syndrome is NOT my thing. I prefer something that doesn't teach rapists that if you rape a guy enough (or girl) he/she would end up falling in love with you. That is kind of sick . . . but, I understand that some people enjoy these genres so I won't judge. Just saying that this wasn't my thing. ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ I am now prepared for future manga . . . now I know what NOT to read . . . ( ̄∇ ̄")

    ۰R۰۰I۰۰C۰۰O۰ June 20, 2016 12:31 pm

    I agree your comments.

    kusoyaro June 20, 2016 1:49 pm
    I agree your comments. ۰R۰۰I۰۰C۰۰O۰

    (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

    *bows*

    Thank you for not throwing torches at my words! (⌒▽⌒)

    ۰R۰۰I۰۰C۰۰O۰ June 21, 2016 5:34 am
    (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ *bows*Thank you for not throwing torches at my words! (⌒▽⌒) kusoyaro

    *bows* You're welcome *smiles*

    Anonymous July 4, 2016 8:23 am

    This is normal for me..? How can you not like this story? I liked it, I've read much worser manga though... Eh ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

    kusoyaro July 4, 2016 1:33 pm
    This is normal for me..? How can you not like this story? I liked it, I've read much worser manga though... Eh ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ @Anonymous

    I can understand why you would enjoy it. I mean, my friend read this and recommended it in the first place because she liked it so much. The only problem is that I am too stupid to understand manga logic (Yaoi Logic?) . . . so it comes out like a jumbled mess in my brain. I just don't get how a person can have an "emotional attachment" (Stockholm Syndrome) to a person that has raped them over and over and OVER again.

    (╯°Д °)╯╧╧

    But, anyways, I just cannot process the manga as positive like those who enjoyed it. There is nothing wrong with liking this genre (genre?), it just does not suit my tastes, that's all! ╮(⌒▽⌒)╭

    (I hope no one was offended by my comment . . . ) ╥﹏╥

    Pr1nz1e July 20, 2016 4:44 am
    This is normal for me..? How can you not like this story? I liked it, I've read much worser manga though... Eh ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ @Anonymous

    ( ̄∇ ̄")
    Same

    jennmoses July 23, 2016 8:08 pm
    I can understand why you would enjoy it. I mean, my friend read this and recommended it in the first place because she liked it so much. The only problem is that I am too stupid to understand manga logic (Yaoi ... kusoyaro

    I think you are one of the nicest critict I have ever read.....lol thanks ┗( T﹏T )┛

    kusoyaro July 24, 2016 2:44 am
    I think you are one of the nicest critict I have ever read.....lol thanks ┗( T﹏T )┛ jennmoses

    No, thank you! I am glad that my comment was not misunderstood . . .

    I have been told not to say (post?) my opinion on everything because that would be a bother to others, especially if my comment is negative. But, I just couldn't control myself before I pressed "Ok, Post It". I just became so serious about the story . . . *feels the shame* ╥﹏╥

    You have eased my worries! So, thank you, kind person! (≧∀≦)

    jennmoses July 24, 2016 5:26 am

    It's fine to each their own. People get mad at everything nowadays, but your welcome!

    Anonymous November 9, 2016 10:55 pm

    I agree too

    yoai reader21 April 25, 2017 5:09 am
    This is normal for me..? How can you not like this story? I liked it, I've read much worser manga though... Eh ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ @Anonymous

    ikr everybody is so pissed off about it, geez get over it.

kusoyaro May 10, 2016 1:46 pm

I feel so lost . . . what happened? How did it happen? I read this so many times to grasp the story and what's going on, but I just can't! Is there anyone who can tell me what happened? (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜

    SallyNoobish March 19, 2017 9:14 am

    Okay so this is a super late reply but i'm still gonna respond. Ill make it in chronological order and it will be long! so when the protag was a child, his mother was raped at 16 in a carnival resulting in the protagonist (Adrian). his mother always hated him, she was never physically abusive but very distant and neglectful, on top of that she sold herself to men which the protagonist didn't like. At age 10 his mother took him to a carnival where she abandoned him, the protagonist, though it took time, managed to find his way home and witnessed a scene of his mother being stabbed, he went inside and instead of helping his mother he continued to stab her with the knife, essentially killing her. He than felt uncomfortable and began covering her eyes as they were starring at him. Fast forward to the present day, he became a school teacher to prevent any student becoming like himself, whilst simultaneously he would get in relationships with male, usually young prostitutes which always lead to him killing them and blind folding them like he did his mother. This is where he meets Lawrence(his lover) who became a male prostitute in search of his brother who went missing, we find out later that this brother is in charge of the prostitutes and is just basically a horrible person. Lawrence having already known who Adrian was decided to pursue him based on being attracted to him despite Adrian being a serial killer, the two eventually start a relationship, until Lawrence's brother re-finds him, beats him, drugs him and than forces him to go and kill Adrian, Lawrence agrees to do so, lying of course, and threatens to kill Adrian with an un-loaded gun, trying to get Adrian to kill him, which Adrian does in partly self-defence and as well his deep indebted need to kill, after Lawrence is killed by Adrian, Adrian is taking to a psychiatric ward were after two years he jumps off the roof to be with lawrence, so he kills himself. I know it's long but this is every pivotal moment, if you have any deeper questions just ask *blows you a kiss*

    kusoyaro March 19, 2017 10:20 pm

    THANK YOU! Finally! After a year of confusion and self-pity! You have my gratitude!

    SallyNoobish March 20, 2017 12:11 pm
    THANK YOU! Finally! After a year of confusion and self-pity! You have my gratitude! kusoyaro

    Always here to explain things in intense detail!!! (●'◡'●)ノ

    Anonymous January 5, 2018 11:59 am
    Always here to explain things in intense detail!!! (●'◡'●)ノ SallyNoobish

    twisted in a way and bitter sweetness :'(

    Anonymous January 5, 2018 12:00 pm
    Always here to explain things in intense detail!!! (●'◡'●)ノ SallyNoobish

    love the author's work in a way that it is new compared to other stories of some repeated plot concept

kusoyaro May 6, 2016 6:33 pm

(╯°Д °)╯╧╧

kusoyaro May 6, 2016 12:50 pm

I feel extremely embarrassed asking this, but what just happened? Why did it happen? How did it happen? You know what? If anyone can actually retell the story in the way I can understand, I will forever be grateful! It's just, I feel so LOST! Did he (the main male character) kill the baby chick with a book? WHY!? Should I even ask or wish to know? HELP ME!!!!! (╯°Д °)╯╧╧

    the_devil May 22, 2016 6:25 pm

    well
    1. the main guy, let's call him bob-because, weirdly enough, he's the only one unnamed- went without a girlfriend for so long he decided to turn to the animal kingdom
    2. he bought a chick, named it fabian and waited until it grew into a chicken
    3. bob then went on to rape the chicken, and decided to introduce his new ''girlfriend'' to other people
    4. after a while nature decided to punish bob and the chicken fell ''pregnant'', hatched some eggs and sat on them
    5. bob called his best friend daren and told him about the babies
    6. daren told bob those were wind eggs and that he should stop with his bestiality
    7. the eggs started to hatch, because that was bob's punishment
    8. the creature that came out of that union was so grotesque bob killed it
    9. he started crying and apologizing to fabian for killing their baby
    ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

    kusoyaro May 23, 2016 9:12 am
    well1. the main guy, let's call him bob-because, weirdly enough, he's the only one unnamed- went without a girlfriend for so long he decided to turn to the animal kingdom2. he bought a chick, named it fabian an... the_devil

    ╥﹏╥

    What the . . . I would not have gotten that if it was not for your wisdom! You forever have my gratitude!

    Now I have to go bang my head against the wall for a few minutes. If you will excuse me.

    *proceeds towards wall*

    *bangs head three times on wall*

    *passes out by wall*

    *dies?*

    MyName September 18, 2016 4:49 pm
    well1. the main guy, let's call him bob-because, weirdly enough, he's the only one unnamed- went without a girlfriend for so long he decided to turn to the animal kingdom2. he bought a chick, named it fabian an... the_devil

    Σ(  ̄□ ̄||) how did you understand that so easily, you are awesome dude

kusoyaro April 7, 2016 6:41 pm

Don't Aki and Shima remind you of Rin and Yukio from Ao no Exorcist? Yes? Maybe? No? Okay . . .

kusoyaro March 26, 2016 8:41 pm

My Prussia! Prussia, dearest! NNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

*passes out*

Random Person #1: "Should we do something?"

Random Person #2: "Nah, ain't worth it."

My ghost: "Why thanks for the care, people."

*floats to heaven to wait for Prussia*

Yeah, Prussia ain't gonna end up there, right? (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜

kusoyaro March 2, 2016 11:24 pm

I really want to know what happened afterwards. How do they marry? Will they have children? What will they look like? Where will they live? Things like that. Does anyone agree with me?

kusoyaro February 9, 2016 7:38 pm

Th-th-that st-stupid per-perv-perverted teacher a-and h-his f-f-f*cking personality! MY G*D!

*in a deep voice* "If I join the psychopathic whats-its-name game, I could rape Azusa for the rest of his f*cking days."

I seriously hope that Azusa gets his damn way before the end of this in-insanity!

*cries hysterically in the corner while planting mushrooms*

    Anonymous February 9, 2016 7:58 pm

    Bag ahaha planting shrooms XD

    Magpie February 10, 2016 6:23 am

    I know!!! I fucking HATE that teacher!!!!

    Raven February 13, 2016 4:19 am

    YES! That teacher ruined it for me Σ(っ°Д °;)っI WAS LIKE DONT YOU DARE TOUCH MY ASUZA

    Magpie February 14, 2016 4:27 am

    That teacher shall die. As much as some people don't like Azusa with Karino, I can't help but ship them so hardcore, so FUCK YOU TEACHER. HANDS. OFF!!!!!!!

    Anonymous February 14, 2016 9:58 am

    As much as I hated the way Azusa acted in the beginning (when he was 'King') he got a lot more than what he deserved. I mean, he fell from being the king to the target and got raped and bullied constantly. I don't think he was as bad as Karino. He was a bully, but not a rapist!

    And the teacher made everything worse and more complicated, but I think it would be more teacher Vs Karino. I just hope Azusa doesn't get raped by the teacher, too. He went through enough shit. This is a really twisted manga and I love it. (๑•ㅂ•)و✧

    kusoyaro February 15, 2016 3:21 am

    My G*D! A teacher must have some decency! Right? I am right, right? RIGHT!?

    *continues planting mushrooms while drinking coffee*

    *mumbling* You just don't do that. That is wrong. You don't lust after someone who you've seen being raped. Does rape turn the teacher on? Does he have some f*cking issues? Duh.

    OF COURSE HE F*CKING DOES! *yell the final part*

kusoyaro March 3, 2016 11:36 am

This is one of the few mangas that show both the brutality and happiness in a teenage pregnancy that I have read so far. The difficulties that teenage parents go through are different than that of adults since teenagers are considered children. I don't know how many times I have read this. (More like I lost count of how many times I re-read this!) I wish that there was more on how they raise their child and the new set of difficulties that they face in parenthood. I want more! Who is with me!? *empty auditorium and random tumbleweed going by* -_-

    Dema February 29, 2016 11:34 pm

    It's called a tumble weed :P And I am TOTALLY with you! I so wish there was more! I wonder how the kid turned out, did he turn out normal or strange like his parents XD and did they have more kids?! SOOO NEED MORE!ヾ(☆▽☆)

    kusoyaro March 1, 2016 9:51 pm

    Thank you for the correction. (I was researching the word, but I just couldn't find it! Don't make fun of me!) I bet the child turned out to be a very calm, unlike his parents, which would make the story a lot more funny, no? Just imagine a calm teenager living with his wild parents and falling in love with a shy girl. G*D, the possibilities are endless!

    Dema March 2, 2016 11:03 pm

    OH! better yet! Have him be all calm n stuff, but then have him have a wild little sister that takes after their dad he has to worry and freak out over XD like her be as ditsy as them and HE'S normal! Oh the hilarity!(⌒▽⌒)ヾ(☆▽☆)

    kusoyaro March 3, 2016 11:35 am

    That is a great idea! Someone should write a fanfic! (I would, but school, y'know.) It would be so hilarious! I just can't get over this. This is definitely something that should happen! Ah, I wish this manga just had a sequel! I'M DYING!

    *Collapses in the corner*

    "Is she dead?" Person #1

    "Yup, she's dead." Person #2

    "Should we bury her?" Person #1

    *look at each other*

    "Nah." Person #2

    Me: -_-

    Dema March 5, 2016 3:05 pm

    OH! I so agree! WHY?! WHY IS THERE NO SEQUEL?! ~falls to my knees while crying up to the sky~
    .... *Silence*
    ... Anyway, that would be awesome! I would try my hand at it, but I can't draw and this story SOOO needs the art! I mean it wouldn't have the same punch without the jaw drop scenes XD(≧∀≦)

    kusoyaro March 7, 2016 8:07 pm

    The jaw drop scenes! *u*

    This is going to drive me mad. WHY LIFE!?

    Well, I might try writing something, but it will never be the same. o~o
    I write on Archive Of Our Own and my account name is Shikushou. Just if you wanted to check the story out once I start writing it. (Of course, it might not be good, but oh well.) And you shouldn't speak badly of your work without trying first! You will create a masterpiece that will fill the void in my heart!

    Sometimes the cure to a lack of a sequel is to try to create your own, so that is what we must do!

    Sorry, corny moment. :D

    Dema March 7, 2016 11:42 pm

    LOL! I have tried to draw b4, that is now where my talent in life lays :P But yes! WE NEED MORE! it's sad that there is no sequel, seems like that is the case with many great works ┗( T﹏T )┛. Maybe we will be blessed with one someday.

kusoyaro January 4, 2016 6:29 pm

Has sensei stopped drawing and writing the manga? Are the scanlators so out of staff that they have dropped assignments? Save Me!!!! What happens next? WHERE CAN I READ MORE!?

(This is a rare species called the "Ranting-Bitch-A-Saurus." The creature complains about everything and eats pancakes. Beware her reign of terror if she does not get the manga chapters she so desires!)

No Pressure . . . :I

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