Honestly he rly needs to heal himself. Jeongmin is not what he needs at all and honestly she also needs to focus on herself too. Shes still a student and her mom is probably gonna need help with the bills now that the dad is dead. She has a lot going on and needs to focus on her life. And siyun clearly can’t function or even live like a normal human being without her. Even with all his friends and family back in his life hes completely messed up without her. That and hes clearly suffering mentally. He needs help not her. I do want them to have a happy ending but they cannot be happy if they dont fix themselves first. Especially siyun. Maybe they can keep in contact just so that siyun dosent feel as if shes gone from his life forever. He can have her being back in his life to look forward to if that’d motivate him but he has to actually want to fix himself for himself cause clearly he only wanted to fix himself before to make her happy. Like look at him if he rly wanted to be doing better for himself he wouldnt be laying in bed for days doing nothing and doing God knows whatever he just did to his body. I get hes probably scared to sleep again but at least take some short naps with an alarm to wake yourself up after a few minutes.and definitely get rid of that knife like jeez ik for a fact he dosent cook somebody take that knife away
yeah theres no recovering from this one. I rly do feel bad for him
Honestly i feel like his lucid self is a projection of his intrusive thoughts cause for some reason he always panics when he wakes up as if hed just gotten up from a nightmare. Hed never actually do those things(not after he promised to her that hed do better ofc he used to act that way before) but ever since he decided to change himself its like that bad side of him lingers in his mind and just lashes out as he sleeps. like theres this whole other side to him. He seriously needs to find someone who specializes in lucid dreaming or something cause its like every time he sleeps something bad is gonna happen. Its getting worse.
i cant even say there wasnt communication cause there clearly was but couldn’t he at least think it through a little longer
Seeing him have all these bad encounters with ppl rly make me sad for him. I hope at least one good friend can come along. I don't count the old friends as friends bc they abandoned him when he was at his lowest and now they wanna come back around since he's out of the hospital and say theyre sorry. Like sorry for what. Do they even rly understand how low he got in life partially bc of them. Oh and this includes the ppl that would talk to him at school cause they stopped talking to him real quick and started talking to the rat more once those rumors about him started going around
P.s ngl i kinda hope he fixes his relationship with his mom. Its clear that his manager or whatever pushed his parents away when they tried to visit him and tbh idc about the dad but the mom at least should try to hear him out. If he cant have a friend around him then his mom AT LEAST should be by him I feel like thats be good for him a kinda help him heal
that was super underwhelming but it’s whatever I'm just glad they’re back together