iSexy September 4, 2017 12:38 am

I think it's really interesting how there's all this hate for the MC in the comment section. I'm also thinking that there's a correlation between this and the fact that most comments come from females. I'm speculating that Mirai's behaviour irritates girls specifically either because of projection and/or dissonance: he doesn't act according to the expected yaoi script. I noticed the same frustration in Mairunovich which has basically the same narrative as this yaoi, only in shoujo form.

Personally I think these kind of plots do not sell well, but at the same time it's important to have variety and, from what I've read, there are some people who can relate to the story, so kudos to the author. I'd love to read their comments on how this manga came to be.

    Kerrrr September 4, 2017 4:07 am

    Non-female here. I wish I found this manga sooner, maybe around the mc's age. Too late now. I wish I wish I had someone or something tell me it's ok to be an idiot. I wish I had the internet to tell me I wasn't destined to be alone and I shouldn't had clinged to bad people just because they were willing to have sex with me. Not to play the snowflake, but I don't think young women can ever understand how fucking lonely being gay is. Life isn't yaoi. Being a gay teenager doesn't come with a starter kit of a pack of experienced gay friends, wonderful gay teachers wanting to have relationships with students and a best friend that "loved you all along". This manga... honestly... fuck. I had to put it down after ch3 and cry a little. I read yaoi because I'm weeaboo trash, I'm aware it's not always intellectualy stimulating (lol) and I'm too far gone to use it as fap material. It's just a hobby. But sometimes stories like this one come along and it helps me feel a little less shit about myself. Also, l'm pretty sure looking for love and acceptance in the wrong places isn't a "gay thing". This manga right here is a universal story about growing up convincing yourself that your mistakes don't define you. You can be loved, and deserve to be, even if you screwed up your past relationships. It gets better when you get better. Shit happens. Good intentions DO COUNT, even when your decisions lead to bad outcomes. I believe being labeled a slut might be one of a young girl's biggest fear and self inflicted hindrance, I guess that could explain the negative comments. It's not what they're looking for in yaoi. They just want the smutty gay version of the one and only prince charming and "real life-y" stories like this one break the immersion for them and seriously good for them, but for me, it's what keeps me comming back to this site.

    Jeebuz christ I'm sorry for the long ass reply, I just couldn't stop.

    iSexy September 4, 2017 1:26 pm
    Non-female here. I wish I found this manga sooner, maybe around the mc's age. Too late now. I wish I wish I had someone or something tell me it's ok to be an idiot. I wish I had the internet to tell me I wasn't... Kerrrr

    Thanks for sharing your story with us.
    Personally speaking I find it easy to relate to what you wrote. It IS fucking lonely. And also scary. I'm in a moment of my life where I want to love and be loved back, sometimes I find myself thinking that anyone will do and as soon as someone is nice with me my mind immediately goes there. I'm lucky because I haven't been burned yet but I can easily see how this behaviour can be destructive. I'm sorry for your experience. I'm sorry that you, like many youths, didn't have role models to guide you while you were growing. I'm happy you're here and I'd be happier if you knew how much the insight you gained while going through all of this can be helpful to a young man/woman in the dark. Again you for writing this long ass reply. Hopefully some other kid will read this and understand that they're not alone in this experience. One thing is for sure: that's how you made me feel.

    IronMango September 6, 2017 4:48 pm
    Non-female here. I wish I found this manga sooner, maybe around the mc's age. Too late now. I wish I wish I had someone or something tell me it's ok to be an idiot. I wish I had the internet to tell me I wasn't... Kerrrr

    *just gliding in* I don't see the problem with the story either, I just wanted to throw out, do people really use it for masterbation? I just read it for nice stories dealing with gay relationships (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜

    iSexy September 6, 2017 10:42 pm

    That's a really good question! It's probably up to the person since we can't control what excite us. It makes me want to open a sharing, something like "what's the last non-smut/non-dj yaoi/shounen-ai you masturbated to?"

    Kerrrr September 7, 2017 4:25 am
    *just gliding in* I don't see the problem with the story either, I just wanted to throw out, do people really use it for masterbation? I just read it for nice stories dealing with gay relationships (〜 ̄△�... IronMango

    Slick, painless gliding: 10/10 good job ;) ! Short answer; LOL NO. Regular, ordinary highschool girly-boy rapey drama is comedy relief. Most characters in trashy/dumb yaoi are inexplicable to me. I guess they're designed for other demographics. Long-ass answer; lust is an emotion just like any other. Good storytelling will for sure get me invested enough to get sad, angry or happy. Soooometimes it makes me go "well that looks nice...." and come onnnnn sometimes it just hits the right kink buttons, right?!!? I MUST clarify that masturbating TO the literal "drawings" and using the story as fantasy fuel are completely different things. Manga characters don't turn me on although I do enjoy the aesthetic, I don't go "uugghhh yea boiii cut me with that sharp dorito chin and slap me with that gigantic hand...". Also I'm not "alone" so locking myself in the bathroom with an ipad is lazy and unnecessary. Of course it happens, but not because of yaoi, it just happens. Maybe I will regret this comment ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

    Kerrrr September 7, 2017 4:42 am
    That's a really good question! It's probably up to the person since we can't control what excite us. It makes me want to open a sharing, something like "what's the last non-smut/non-dj yaoi/shounen-ai you mastu... iSexy

    @iSexy on a more serious note, I hope you find the peace you're looking for. I certainly haven't and maybe I never will, but something else will come along and we WILL be happy. Let's just be kind, even with people who take advantage of vulnerable, sad people like us. I mean, get them the fuck away from your life asap, but let's move on asap too. I wish you the bestestests of lucks in finding your companions. Keep in mind most people who hurt others do it unintentionally, not everyone is a monster but absolutely everyone is an idiot to some degree. Stay strong :*

    kuso_marimo_ya June 2, 2019 1:51 am

    I somehow relate (I think, and i'm a girl btw) I became aware of 'things' in my early teens or so. All the boys that I dated always see me as a 'mature' or a know-it-all partner when it comes to 'that'. I loved them all, even if it's just 'puppy love', I was being sincere with them. And I was not a know-it-all, even now i'm still a virgin! WTH! I did all the things they asked me because I want to show them that they are loved. But in the end, rumors spread around our school that I was 'that' kind of girl, I then became scared and I don't know who tells the truth anymore and I lost all the confidence that I have since I was already being judge even if I haven't done anything. They see my body in a obscene way, and like a 'fap material'. Now that i'm a young adult, I don't know if I can open myself to others anymore. I wish I will find someone who will help me regain my confidence and all the insecurities that my past brought me.

    Spring July 3, 2021 6:13 pm

    What's so interesting about a girl being obsessed about a taken guy? Different doesn’t always mean good. Sometimes people forget that.

iSexy July 7, 2017 1:49 am

This boy's a total mess, I understand making mistakes (that's normal) but disrespecting your job? Oh boi, they'd kicked you out in a wink at my place.

iSexy May 14, 2017 6:54 am

This topic section gave me cancer.

iSexy April 10, 2017 7:57 pm

Here's something to be upset about: still no Priapus 5 translation. Get wild.

    kyouchannn April 10, 2017 8:16 pm

    ikr.
    no priapus yet.
    im sad D:

    when the new trigerred readers are late to the drama so no one bothers to answer their SJW stuff because it was all already done a few hours ago, but the fire inside them has just started burning.
    even the troll who was late, left already.

iSexy April 10, 2017 4:07 pm

Talk shit, get hit ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

    Mosquito April 10, 2017 4:23 pm

    No. Talk shit, get taught to behave better and respect others.

    If you are unlucky to have parents who taught you that hitting is acceptable, then sadly society will teach you that it is unacceptable and has dire consequences, such as a criminal record. Teaching children not to hit is basic common sense.

    I still don't like how that girl was man to him, but hitting your friends at school is a hard No.

    Mosquito April 10, 2017 4:24 pm
    No. Talk shit, get taught to behave better and respect others. If you are unlucky to have parents who taught you that hitting is acceptable, then sadly society will teach you that it is unacceptable and has dir... Mosquito

    *mean* to him. Not man to him (too much yaoi in my life!).

    iSexy April 10, 2017 4:33 pm

    Ugh, do we really have to do this? Isn't it tiring? I really have no interest in anything you wrote and there are tons of other topics discussing the exact same thing so go and have fun with them, show them the fire inside you! Honestly I'm just here for the memes:
    (I guess you never saw this one https://media2.giphy.com/media/2ZtIpjwFFjLHLNREpCU/giphy.gif so I forgive you. Beware Game of Thrones spoiler)

    iSexy April 10, 2017 4:35 pm
    *mean* to him. Not man to him (too much yaoi in my life!). Mosquito

    There can never be too much yaoi in life, my friend!

    anon because there are not eno April 10, 2017 4:35 pm
    No. Talk shit, get taught to behave better and respect others. If you are unlucky to have parents who taught you that hitting is acceptable, then sadly society will teach you that it is unacceptable and has dir... Mosquito

    . I hope the kid will be taught that is not alright next chapter.

    Ann ohny moose April 10, 2017 6:09 pm

    You seem to be talking a lot of shit. I am SHOCKED that a good slap did not teach you how to not talk shit. Shocked.

    iSexy April 10, 2017 7:52 pm

    ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ are we gonna post memes or what?

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