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Jeonghan meets his cousin Iljo, who he almost forgot existed, at his uncle's funeral. Feeling s...

I think a lot of the readers and spoilers are missing a key point of the story. Before you pass judgment on how much you hate the MC or think he's a jerk for no reason you have to understand his character.

Well...imo from reading the novel, the story really is about Soohan learning how to love and let himself be loved. He didn't grow up experiencing love or accepting that his parents loved him. So with that in the way, it's easy for him to dismiss anyone's affection for just them wanting to serve themselves.
For example: ML's parents just helped him and his dad to save face, they gave him scholarship to promote their company, his own father just tries to be good to make himself feel better about being a thug, etc.

In many ways, Soohan is selfish and bitter who was hardened by a rough childhood under his absent father and abusive grandma. He had it so good under Yeonsoo's family but he's already put up a wall around his heart so he fails to recognize the good things. He had a father who is trying to make amends, a young puppy ML that loves him unconditionally, future in-laws that recognize his potential but his bitterness is stopping him from acknowledging all that. That's why I think the story is about Soohan learning to love and be loved.

He has a victim mindset that just grates my gears sometimes too. But that's just how he is. He's scared, he's insecure about his life, he has no real life purpose but to be successful and give the world a middle finger.

But I don't think I'd be any better if I were the MC.

Also, he has a real legit reason why he's cold to the ML before his amnesia.

I can't take it anymore. Can someone please just send me the links to the novel so I can read it? Thanks

Is this going to be monthly until the volume ends? Or does anyone know?

Novelupdate links are gone. Does anyone know where I can read or download the novel? Preferably English. Thank you!

I'm team toxic Juwon even thought the other kid is a nice sweet boy. But I want Juwon to hurt so bad too. Man, this manhwa is making me realize how broken, toxic, and twisted I am.

Is this common in Korea? For parents to wait until they name the baby?

Is this based on a novel?

Not me rooting for the toxic scum who probably has had feeling for him since high school but never communicated it and instead is being a non-con ass right now, over the sweet guy who wants to treat the mc right

I saw Gush April2024 had Koisuru Boukun on the Table of Contents so I wanted to buy it but unfortunately, it's not available for purchase outside Japan. Is the April 2024 vol 15 ch 4? Are we waiting then for the July 2024 issue for vol 15 ch 5? Thanks for whoever has answers

Show me some angst. I want to see Souichi actually feeling something. I want to see him writhe in jealousy and anxiety and actually show that he has feelings for Morinaga even if he can't say "I like you".It's always one-sided from Morinaga. Sure, one time he took care of Morinaga when he was sick. But was that really it? Anyone who's a decent human being would do that for a friend.

At least acknowledge the relationship. Man. If you don't want to be called "fuck buddies" then acknowledge that you're not just sleeping with your roommate. Dumb professor just keeps on stringing Morinaga along without consequences.

I just want Morinaga to be happy. He's had a shitty life probs really insecure about being loved. He's not forcing it out of Souichi because he probably thinks he doesn't deserve to be loved. His parents and Masaki never really loved him the way he wanted to be loved so why should he make a big deal about it with Souichi?

Meanwhile Souichi is just unconsciously exploiting that by trapping Morinaga in a shitty situationship where the only person that's bound to hurt is Morinaga. Souichi doesn't have anything invested in this relationship meanwhile, Morinaga is the one who's always giving. What does Souichi bring to the table?
He's bound to get exhausted at this point and I want to be here when the final straw breaks thr camel's back.