alrkitty created a topic of Toxin

Dang I find it hard to know what to feel here. This guy is a bit vicious but it's not normal to pat someone to sleep in this situation. Also I'm starting to think the main guy the uke might have a kink since he got happy after breaking the kings finger. But I suspect that happiness was about being treated as an equal or that he didn't retaliate. I say equal because he asked him to release him and then said I broke yours and You broke mine were equal.

He also doesn't respond to the king the same way he does to the guy that's nice to him. He was disgusted by him trying to force himself on him but even when our guy had his fingers broken he was feeling to much pleasure to care. (Sounds like a kink). I'm suspicious to say this is because he wants to kill him I'm very suspicious that he's actually been trying to resist falling for him.

I'm also not sure you can say his response is because of Stockholm syndrome. Mostly because he hasn't been kept in the palace long and hasn't even slept with him many nights yet. He only just got chained and even when he was he was let go pretty quickly. I say it's also unlikely because he wants to kill him so that's counter to the whole concept he's there because he wants to be. But he has weirdly been falling anyways even when his fingers got broken. It's just odd to be into it so much during that if you don't have a kink. It would normally kill it.

Part of me thinks he's crazy for falling but another part is like did he just pat him to sleep?? I've never seen one of these guys do that. And it felt sweet. Also he can't hate him that bad or be to afraid or he wouldn't have been able to fall asleep so easily.

Honestly I'm confused on the emperor because one he's good looking and two he isn't as vicious during sex normally. he just got jealous. He's kinda like a yandere and I tend to like them. But I don't normally like someone calling someone a monster or breaking someone's finger...but the uke just did the same thing and not out of hate ... I also keep liking the 2nd male lead though I'm suspicious as to if he's a good guy particularly after he tried to force himself on him but his sweetness and the main guy blushing to him makes me feel ah that's sweet but then our guy goes and buys the king a present...

Overall I have confused feelings I can't even tell if the king is going to get killed in the end. I'm not even sure if I'm supposed to root for that because..that pat got me. He was even gently holding his broken fingers with his own broken finger. I also unfortunately like taming a bad guy and am attracted to bad boys. But the 2nd male seems so sweet. If the main guy does fall for the king this probably going to be sad on multiple fronts. But is the 2nd male lead a good guy? For some reason I've been suspicious since the beginning. Isn't it odd he said his body was hard to resist or something it was like he was implying he'd tried it before. Also who killed his mom? We never saw who did that and the main guy seemed way more ruffed up than normal. Usually when they don't show something like that it usually means something. But even though I'm suspicious I keep thinking he's sweet I'm hoping he's not a bad guy but then I feel conflicted on multiple fronts.

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[From the authors of Omniscient Reader’s Viewpoint:]Humans were suddenly summoned to become &l...

  • Author: S-Cynaan,Sing-Shong,싱숑,Undead Potato,언데드 감자,
  • Genres: Action / Adventure / Fantasy / webtoons
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An Earth in the 21st century that has fused with another world. An era of “dungeons” tee...

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A really cool story that I seriously wish had more chapters. I got that feeling the second I got to chapter 10 or some before that and I was like dang is to good it's going to fast I'm going to get through these chapters way to fast. Sigh and I did. Can't wait for the next season to be uploaded. :-)

alrkitty created a topic of The Strongest Florist

I like the story but sometimes he seems more like a fighter than a florist because he rarely takes care of his shop. Also his personality confuses me originally he was supposed to be a kind teddy bear inside who loves flowers and just looks scary but that changed at some point and he started reflecting his face which I'm pretty sure wasn't the original intention. And sadly every time he says he's going to take care of his shop the vast amount of the time immediately afterwards he does something else. I still like the story but ehh. Another thing else I don't get is why Tina looks different than every other elf seems haramy to me. Plus thanks to her the orangish haired main elf from the beginning stopped showing up I used to love him and now he rarely shows up. Sad. Honestly all the fighting seems counter as to why he started playing. To be honest more than once he's reminded me of legendary moonlight sculpture in the actions he does behind the scenes and acting like a good guy. The author currently has him lying and doing all kinds of bad things behind the scenes. It just feels counter to his original self. But I still like the story just got a little bored recently around 120. Oh and his assistant takes care of the flowers way more than he does.

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One day, a mysterious tower suddenly appeared in the city. The people decided to call it a dungeon, ...

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alrkitty created a topic of Solo Farming In The Tower

I think some of it's logic is a stretch but otherwise it's a really interesting story that I don't want to put down. Also I think some things don't come across right like he isn't lost he never traveled anywhere he simply got brought directly to that hole. Which is why it's weird that later he blames the dragon and says it was her fault he fell in the hole. Either the author forgot something, a translation error or more likely there is a novel and they sped up the beginning or altered it and left some novel logic in or something. in my opinion it's more accurate to say he got stuck in the tower I don't know being lost when never moved just seems like a weird word choice. It's even weirder when he knows his exact location and isn't remotely lost he even knows the exit.

Oh and did the author forget about the apple he planted? Hope it shows up later I know I can't eat them but for him I want a yummy apple.

alrkitty created a topic of Olgami

Wow the following side story totally ruined the good vibes the ending gives. It tosses it out and throws it in the trash can. I could really have done without that.

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alrkitty created a topic of Age of arrogance

I really love this female lead. She's sweet yet strong. I could truly see her inspiring many people. Both her heart and her strength are great. I really like her.

200 years after the asteroid collision, mankind had risen but not everybody was equal. Im Yoon, who ...

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alrkitty created a topic of When the Star Sleeps

That ending had me crying soo bad and the last side story had me crying even more. That was super sweet.





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I freaked when I suspected that dream might be real but I'm glad it wasn't. I feel like that sex Scene wasn't needed I got it but I really am glad that didn't happen it would have made me doubt his scencerity to a person he said he'd wait for. Even if understood it would have made that ending a heck of a lot less sweet.

Compared to his genius older twin brother Jeong Jaeui, ex-soldier Jeong Taeui thought he was average...

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alrkitty created a topic of The Demon Leader's Lover

It starts out horrible but it's starting to get more emotional and interesting. Causing the guy to bleed so bad while I get why it happened since they didn't skimp on the details that looked so painful.

Due to the pressure of pleasing his girlfriend, at his young age KangHyuk can’t get it up. Eve...

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Due to the pressure of pleasing his girlfriend, at his young age KangHyuk can’t get it up. Eve...

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alrkitty created a topic of Love Me Doctor!

This is an adorable read. I really liked the story it pretty realistic but also idealized well at least the end in how sweet they were being. Like the idealized view of everything going right after a potential mess but honestly that is realistic just not everyone gets so lucky. I felt so scared they wouldn't communicate or that one of them would cheat and that's probably because of all the bad stuff in reality but also all the things portrayed in manga. But they work thru things and the doc did what I would have done honestly this story at the end I realized really reflects me and my fiance. My guy wasn't a player but he fell for someone else and broke my heart but 5 yrs later he realized that the entire time he couldn't stop thinking about me that he regretted it and he to was very afraid of hurting me again. And I had a hard time accepting that he had changed or wouldn't hurt me again. Being willing to put myself in that situation but we did work things out and were still together. So many of the things they think and say remind me of how ours played out and what we were thinking. But it does feel more idealized like the bad doesn't get shown at the end only pleasant memories but I think that's the point it shows we change and it's possible and what we're left with is a heart filled with love that's patient yet desperate for the one we love. We could wait for them but we could never truly let them go because their our life. Our peace. And are reason for being happy. Life just becomes really dull without the one you love and that's how you can tell your in love. And this story shows a lot of that just to a lesser degree than some relationships. They actually communicate and have less personality issues. My fiance sucks at communication and I am needy possessive angsty argumentative but he weirdly loves me anyway. Well he has worse issues but when you love someone those things bother you less. Ain't love grand? Even the second relationship reminds me of my own initially when we were talking again and video chatting he stupidly asked me to be his sex friend I turned him down straight and instead said why don't you ask me out instead but he told me his reasons and I can guess. He wanted what he could get and he thought I'd never forgive him he was also afraid of hurting me again. And to this day he regrets he ever asked the question but I don't thanks to that I knew he was still into me and wanted to start over and it was because of that we got into deeper discussions about why he did what he did and about how long it'd take for me to say yes because I made him wait a bit. I had trust issues but after all that time I had never forgotten him either my heart was just as impacted. I just had to learn to trust in his love to learn to forgive and be willing to put myself into that position again and for me he was worth it. And no one else was that's how I know it's love and why it deepens everyday because in the end no matter what he says or does I don't want to live a day without him. He just matters to much so if that means compromising, letting things go, forgiving, working past my issues, challenging myself, getting over myself, everything, it's all worth it because he's worth it. And my heart knows that.

Well that was a lot of things to say but seeing this relationship made me smile. Because it makes me realize maybe my relationship is a romance story to maybe someone would think it's great to. Realizing it's good and relaxing when I read it I was just surprised. Honestly because we have lots of ups and downs probably from his 0 communication skills and my insecurities but we're good by many people's standards. It's just my head it's always worried even if I'm sure but seeing this ending made me smile honestly I'm sure me and my love will still be together but I hope that this ending is something my tomorrow will always have. I hope that every tomorrow I have will always be as great as his gentle sweet hugs that make my life complete.

I referenced the dark side which they don't show here I figured maybe I should mention mine for me I have a hard time forgetting what he did in the past it creeps up on me and it makes me insecure. I also have a hard time forgetting the things he said to make me break up with him they were harsh and painful words which he said he said because he thought if he hurt me I'd forget him. But till this day I can remember those words and I hold all this over his head and throw it at him when I'm angry. Not good but reality. My guy is always afraid he'll hurt me. He has major sharing issues so I can't say what goes on his head 100% but everything that happened traumatized him I believe he's deathly afraid of it happening again not his falling in love but hurting me. Also the trauma of losing me. I'm potentially unpleasant and throw that at him to when I'm upset well references of should we be together or maybe you should go back home if you love them more or things like that. I say them because I can see it hurts but I wish my angry self would get over it and stop hurting him. Honestly I don't know why he loves me. He's told me but I wouldn't like me. I have to many insecurities and I'm afraid those will ruin things. But weirdly he stays anyways he sticks it out, he deals, he forgives, he works with it, and he takes it. I guess that shows I'm worth it no matter how angry I get he must think he deserves it and thinks I love you and I don't want to lose you I'll bear this storm if it means I get your gentle hugs tomorrow forever because your worth it. Well honestly that's my guess because he's a soldier with PTSD and family issues who is extremely bad at telling you how he feels you borderline have to be a mind reader but sometimes actions and the fact he stayed can show you how he feels plus the occasional word that speaks a mile. It might be really hard but it's also easy. Because we love each other and we think it's worth trying. So Even tomorrow we'll keep on doing that because that's all that matters.

Well I hope that wasn't depressing but that was the kind of thing I was thinking they idealized but its still really pretty to read and made my heart happy. Very good story.