This is an adorable read. I really liked the story it pretty realistic but also idealized well at least the end in how sweet they were being. Like the idealized view of everything going right after a potential mess but honestly that is realistic just not everyone gets so lucky. I felt so scared they wouldn't communicate or that one of them would cheat and that's probably because of all the bad stuff in reality but also all the things portrayed in manga. But they work thru things and the doc did what I would have done honestly this story at the end I realized really reflects me and my fiance. My guy wasn't a player but he fell for someone else and broke my heart but 5 yrs later he realized that the entire time he couldn't stop thinking about me that he regretted it and he to was very afraid of hurting me again. And I had a hard time accepting that he had changed or wouldn't hurt me again. Being willing to put myself in that situation but we did work things out and were still together. So many of the things they think and say remind me of how ours played out and what we were thinking. But it does feel more idealized like the bad doesn't get shown at the end only pleasant memories but I think that's the point it shows we change and it's possible and what we're left with is a heart filled with love that's patient yet desperate for the one we love. We could wait for them but we could never truly let them go because their our life. Our peace. And are reason for being happy. Life just becomes really dull without the one you love and that's how you can tell your in love. And this story shows a lot of that just to a lesser degree than some relationships. They actually communicate and have less personality issues. My fiance sucks at communication and I am needy possessive angsty argumentative but he weirdly loves me anyway. Well he has worse issues but when you love someone those things bother you less. Ain't love grand? Even the second relationship reminds me of my own initially when we were talking again and video chatting he stupidly asked me to be his sex friend I turned him down straight and instead said why don't you ask me out instead but he told me his reasons and I can guess. He wanted what he could get and he thought I'd never forgive him he was also afraid of hurting me again. And to this day he regrets he ever asked the question but I don't thanks to that I knew he was still into me and wanted to start over and it was because of that we got into deeper discussions about why he did what he did and about how long it'd take for me to say yes because I made him wait a bit. I had trust issues but after all that time I had never forgotten him either my heart was just as impacted. I just had to learn to trust in his love to learn to forgive and be willing to put myself into that position again and for me he was worth it. And no one else was that's how I know it's love and why it deepens everyday because in the end no matter what he says or does I don't want to live a day without him. He just matters to much so if that means compromising, letting things go, forgiving, working past my issues, challenging myself, getting over myself, everything, it's all worth it because he's worth it. And my heart knows that.
Well that was a lot of things to say but seeing this relationship made me smile. Because it makes me realize maybe my relationship is a romance story to maybe someone would think it's great to. Realizing it's good and relaxing when I read it I was just surprised. Honestly because we have lots of ups and downs probably from his 0 communication skills and my insecurities but we're good by many people's standards. It's just my head it's always worried even if I'm sure but seeing this ending made me smile honestly I'm sure me and my love will still be together but I hope that this ending is something my tomorrow will always have. I hope that every tomorrow I have will always be as great as his gentle sweet hugs that make my life complete.
I referenced the dark side which they don't show here I figured maybe I should mention mine for me I have a hard time forgetting what he did in the past it creeps up on me and it makes me insecure. I also have a hard time forgetting the things he said to make me break up with him they were harsh and painful words which he said he said because he thought if he hurt me I'd forget him. But till this day I can remember those words and I hold all this over his head and throw it at him when I'm angry. Not good but reality. My guy is always afraid he'll hurt me. He has major sharing issues so I can't say what goes on his head 100% but everything that happened traumatized him I believe he's deathly afraid of it happening again not his falling in love but hurting me. Also the trauma of losing me. I'm potentially unpleasant and throw that at him to when I'm upset well references of should we be together or maybe you should go back home if you love them more or things like that. I say them because I can see it hurts but I wish my angry self would get over it and stop hurting him. Honestly I don't know why he loves me. He's told me but I wouldn't like me. I have to many insecurities and I'm afraid those will ruin things. But weirdly he stays anyways he sticks it out, he deals, he forgives, he works with it, and he takes it. I guess that shows I'm worth it no matter how angry I get he must think he deserves it and thinks I love you and I don't want to lose you I'll bear this storm if it means I get your gentle hugs tomorrow forever because your worth it. Well honestly that's my guess because he's a soldier with PTSD and family issues who is extremely bad at telling you how he feels you borderline have to be a mind reader but sometimes actions and the fact he stayed can show you how he feels plus the occasional word that speaks a mile. It might be really hard but it's also easy. Because we love each other and we think it's worth trying. So Even tomorrow we'll keep on doing that because that's all that matters.
Well I hope that wasn't depressing but that was the kind of thing I was thinking they idealized but its still really pretty to read and made my heart happy. Very good story.
Well while that was a sweet ending I felt like that was very speed up. Ever since the empress left a loose end with the letter everything felt so anticlimactic. We spent all that time to get to the dragon but was resolved with almost a single sentence and that sentence seemed pointless if the dragon had been paying attention at all.
It was a good story though just wish they spent more time on the ending.
Currently the main guy seems like a real jerk and not even the redeemable kind I don't think he likes him at all in fact I suspect he might be using him for something but maybe I'm wrong maybe he's being horrible because he thinks he was forced.
Hmm why make season 2 non smut when all season 1 was very smut?
Is it maybe because he's young inside? Well not actually he wasn't actually a kid. Or is it maybe about consent and their waiting till it's consensual until they bring it back? Hmm unlikely since it wasn't consensual the first few times. Hmm or is it maybe a different translator or scantalater or whatever that's called the ones who do the scans.
Well guess I won't know till later. Here's to hoping it comes back I'm not a huge fans of lightsaber dicks they look weird and it breaks the immersion.
On a side note hey cool we can comment again not sure when this came back just noticed it was a option today. Hi people I haven't been able to respond in such a long time I missed replying or hitting like it's been so long I almost forgot how.
… babe did you read the last chapter? Cuz if that’s not smut for you idk what it is lmaoo
This is a weird ass comment
...I did read chapter 44 it's censored with a whited out penis while the entire first season wasn't censored I was just curious why. Also censoring of any kind isn't smut that's why it gets a smut tag to warn people.
Well that's my opinion on smut anyways from others I've read. I've read ones with whited penises or lightsabers as some call them and they weren't listed as smut just yaoi.
....well unless you guys are seeing how the manga used be then I'm just sad why is mine different?
That was extremely anticlimactic not to mention if it was that easy how did the others lose?
Because the author wrote it that way all the time but she's in the book now and so it changed.
If i had to guess i bet its that last ch that gives this a lower ranking I'm also sad the last couples story wasn't continued i wanted to know if they end up with each other or the ones they wanted to be with. Or did it end that way to show they ended with that kind of relationship though at the end the freckle guy didn't seem as interested as before.
I like the story and all but I'm sad they made a goof of the wedding. I would have liked to see it from her perspective.
Even though i find it sexy i feel like they have sex A little to much to the point that i scrunch up my eyes and think are u using him to increase your magic power? But I'm glad they seem to be getting closer. Though i have one question i also cant help but wonder why no ones asked it yet in the story unless i missed it who cursed our main guy? And since he's cursed why hasn't he wondered if he's the prophesied cursed person? And if the other guy is cursed who cursed him?
It starts out horrible but it's starting to get more emotional and interesting. Causing the guy to bleed so bad while I get why it happened since they didn't skimp on the details that looked so painful.
It wasn’t actually horrible at first, it was just… different I think.
For me seeing him being to crazy to care that he was ripping it so bad that their was sooo much blood was disturbing. I've seen a lot of sex scenes and that was the most bloody that I've seen. That's what I meant by it started horrible. Plus I'm never a fan of a relationship starting with sex it usually means that's all the manga will be though I don't think that's the case here. To me it was just a bad start to a relationship but it's quickly getting into more emotional territories and story. So I think the has potential to not just be sex.
Im having Taeju flashbacks . That was a bad start. I didn't even dare to reread.
Yes, I agree with all you stated. You reminded me that it was actually horrible ╮(￣▽￣)╭. I guess my coping mechanism erased that part of the story from my memories, rewrote it, and made me remember it as not that horrendous.
I've definitely done that before.