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Sigh I really want to like the guy, he has such a sweet smile.

A very sweet story

The only negative I can think of is that I was sad hertz never got to hear the main guy sing.it was referenced he was a good singer I kept hoping for a joint song or something.

Also those are some super great sex scenes. They felt almost real in the way their drawn and very memorable. Well that was my impression anyways.

You know I'm pretty sure the doc is super messed up mentally all on his own. I mean it's extremely un normal to want to date a arsonist not to mention the fact that same guy referenced liking fair skinned guys and couldn't stop thinking of ripping their skin off and hanging it in his room and said those same desires came from the doc. Because he wanted to do that to them because they weren't him. That's seriously messed up and he's ok having sex with that guy and everything else. Something definitely not right with his head.

But I like the story anyways but dang our guy is super not right himself. Dark stories like this our intriguing and interesting but dang would I be scared in real life with bugged out eyes if I met this guy in real life.

Is it just me or are there thousands of implications that mj is father? Am I wrong? Though in some instances I wondered if the doc was father but probably not.

Well he said he was a kid he brought in and someone he was controlling you know like whispering in his ear. Also mj says he can't remember father that only crack has seen him. The kid father or the gun man whispered to MJ to light him on fire kind of similar to crack. Also crack is an actor who supposedly doesn't remember his comments about his cousin. Before he entered he said he wanted to blow the case open and let him see MJ for who he is but then goes on to talk about father. Also In mjs memory there is a green lighter and crack just so happens to be using that exact lighter. Well I guess that could just make crack father but ... I'm betting it's MJ. Or a multiple personality. MJ even said something about succumbing to father. Which I thought was a suspicious wording. Crack references father being good at observing MJ has been doing that a lot. He said father is taking over all his business but the one who's doing that is MJ so that's suspicious. Crack pointed out he can't control father anymore so that really sounds like how MJ has gone AWOL. He said father started the hunts but now wants out because of his obsession with the doc I think he said. Who else has the exact obsession MJ. Who would now want our because he fell in love? MJ. Or maybe it's for another reason. What's the game exactly anyways? The same hunt from back then I assume which MJ can't remember. Also there are fires he doesn't remember why he lit. It really could be a multiple personality but what's the correlation to the doc? Because I don't buy his fixation comes sorely from the video that seems unlikely.

Well though if I'm right I've been wondering if MJ was lying to the doc about somethings. Like maybe this entire thing was an act and that's why he keeps giving him little tidbits because he wants to be found out. Or I guess it could just be that he never thought the doctor would fall for him so it changed his game. Or has everything been his game the entire time because he wants to be recognized?

Well something that has me suspicious is that in the case study crack is dressed similarly to MJ and his hair looks similar plus he's an actor what if he was sent there by MJ? Well I also wonder If crack was the one who killed all the others in the study though I Originally thought A was father and that father killed all the others out of jealousy because he wanted to be all he could look at.

Though another oddity is why doesn't the main guy remember such a messed up case? Seems like it should have been tramitzing but it's only later that he even remember the case existed after looking things up. Even crack supposedly can't remember things from it. Why is that it's almost as if crack wasn't the one there? I also noticed ice was good at changing his appearance. What if the others are to? Could A have been MJ in disguise? Well that's a stretch probably but then why does crack want that info it's almost as if it's info he could use against him?? Right? Or is it just part of the game to get him to realize who father is?

Well another oddity is that the only person father could be age wise is crack but crack is supposedly not father but MJ is the right age. What if doc was the friend of MJ back when he was being hunted? It would explain his fixation. And also the docs fixation. Well supposedly if I remember right the doc has things from his past he doesn't remember and he said he has a phycological issue but we're not told what it is. But in the case study dealing with A the other doctor tells him that he shouldn't bring up the past it would only make things worse or something like that. Then he flinches. What if that flinch was referencing his own trauma maybe something else happened in that case study and everyone else knows and there trying to have him not think about it because they know he blocked it. Or maybe the doctor knows he was one of the survivors?

Well another of my far of suspicions is supernatural why does father get referred to as a superior being? That reference supposedly came from father not crack. Could he be a vampire or maybe a werewolf? Might explain the wolf dream or the disappearing acts. Though the disappearing could just be a reference that this is all in his head and were experiencing his hallucinations.

Well playing on what I said before what if doc was actually with MJ in the basement? The other boy? What if that's why are guy had a dream about being done buy a dog and the dog had a big dick. What if that happened to him before? Well it's just if A isn't father then doesn't half to be someone he knew before and honestly the boy is the only person I can think of.

Well weirdly MJ was sure the hunter wasn't his father but for some reason the kid gets called father but the dog also gets called father so who is father? Well there's a weird possibility...is it the dog? Well probably not. ....wait when the hunts going on where was the dog? In mjs 2nd memory of arson I remember seeing that maybe father was there the 2nd kid and it was implied he might have gotten raped and that's why he burnt it all well that was the implication I got so if it wasn't crack was it his father the character father the dog or was it that the father character was the dog? I don't know this is a play on the docs dream and why he had it. I'm probably dead wrong and that was just because he had heard about dogs and and a big dick and it just manifested in his dream....or does it mean something else?

Another strange thing if father isn't MJ why is he letting MJ all over his obsession? I've found that odd the entire time. The woman supposedly shot the detective because he was about to rape the main guy so why not MJ? Now what if MJ shot that guy and not the woman? Or if MJ is father why isn't he shooting crack right now?

Something else I wonder about is about the suggestions that if father is crack then he's been doing this since the beginning. How did he get control? How did he know that whispering like that would work? Maybe from a young age he's been whispering to him. Maybe he took advantage of the young boy he saw held in a basement and saw him broken and whispered what to do....hmm or maybe the first one was an accident but that seems unlikely for some reason he was sure he would light the man on fire and honestly that whisper seemed based on mjs words like it came from the hunter or maybe himself. I'm still leaning towards another personality or that he was the hunter all along. Do you think his father had messed him up since long ago and broke his mind so someone could easily manipulate him? I don't know I'm not sure what his parents were up to or why they locked him up with his dog. How often do you see that happen. Locking up someone is usually a punishment then why lock them up with there best friend? Also thinking of the dog as his dad is odd. And the name is odd to. Welllll unless something more sinister happened like forced beastiality. But ok probably not.

Ok nevermind I'm clueless. But still I think there's a lot of signs MJ is father.

Hmm chapter 26 and 27 are the same

Dang I find it hard to know what to feel here. This guy is a bit vicious but it's not normal to pat someone to sleep in this situation. Also I'm starting to think the main guy the uke might have a kink since he got happy after breaking the kings finger. But I suspect that happiness was about being treated as an equal or that he didn't retaliate. I say equal because he asked him to release him and then said I broke yours and You broke mine were equal.

He also doesn't respond to the king the same way he does to the guy that's nice to him. He was disgusted by him trying to force himself on him but even when our guy had his fingers broken he was feeling to much pleasure to care. (Sounds like a kink). I'm suspicious to say this is because he wants to kill him I'm very suspicious that he's actually been trying to resist falling for him.

I'm also not sure you can say his response is because of Stockholm syndrome. Mostly because he hasn't been kept in the palace long and hasn't even slept with him many nights yet. He only just got chained and even when he was he was let go pretty quickly. I say it's also unlikely because he wants to kill him so that's counter to the whole concept he's there because he wants to be. But he has weirdly been falling anyways even when his fingers got broken. It's just odd to be into it so much during that if you don't have a kink. It would normally kill it.

Part of me thinks he's crazy for falling but another part is like did he just pat him to sleep?? I've never seen one of these guys do that. And it felt sweet. Also he can't hate him that bad or be to afraid or he wouldn't have been able to fall asleep so easily.

Honestly I'm confused on the emperor because one he's good looking and two he isn't as vicious during sex normally. he just got jealous. He's kinda like a yandere and I tend to like them. But I don't normally like someone calling someone a monster or breaking someone's finger...but the uke just did the same thing and not out of hate ... I also keep liking the 2nd male lead though I'm suspicious as to if he's a good guy particularly after he tried to force himself on him but his sweetness and the main guy blushing to him makes me feel ah that's sweet but then our guy goes and buys the king a present...

Overall I have confused feelings I can't even tell if the king is going to get killed in the end. I'm not even sure if I'm supposed to root for that because..that pat got me. He was even gently holding his broken fingers with his own broken finger. I also unfortunately like taming a bad guy and am attracted to bad boys. But the 2nd male seems so sweet. If the main guy does fall for the king this probably going to be sad on multiple fronts. But is the 2nd male lead a good guy? For some reason I've been suspicious since the beginning. Isn't it odd he said his body was hard to resist or something it was like he was implying he'd tried it before. Also who killed his mom? We never saw who did that and the main guy seemed way more ruffed up than normal. Usually when they don't show something like that it usually means something. But even though I'm suspicious I keep thinking he's sweet I'm hoping he's not a bad guy but then I feel conflicted on multiple fronts.

I like it. :-)

A really cool story that I seriously wish had more chapters. I got that feeling the second I got to chapter 10 or some before that and I was like dang is to good it's going to fast I'm going to get through these chapters way to fast. Sigh and I did. Can't wait for the next season to be uploaded. :-)