
I may have accidentally left this to marinate for too long…please help me guys!! here’s some basic details I remember from the story:
ML and FL have an arranged marriage
They are both from (gangster/mob/mafia/idk) family
ML most likely had black hair
FL most likely comes from an abusive family
And NO, this is not raise wa tanin ga il (or any manga for that matter this is a Korean manhwa)

I've tried searching through Baka Updates and found only this one, that matches
https://www.mangaupdates.com/series/d7ae2x7/before-death-do-us-part

OMG YES THIS IS IT WTF how did u even find it im actually in tears i love you
I hope your pillow is cold on both sides, your charger works at every single angle, you NEVER stub your toe, you get a FANTASTIC meal today, get lucky and find a $20 on the floor and have an amazing year because YOU DESERVE ALL OF IT

haha I'm glad it was the one ^^
for future reference, you can try searching through Baka Updates, they have amazing options for advanced search, so you can search the genres, tags, types... it's amazing once you get the hang of it ^^
https://www.mangaupdates.com/series/advanced-search

its used as a meme usually. Umm so the guy thinks the girl has a crush in him because she blushes every time she looks at him. So then he notices shes drawing something and looks over. Hes like hey thats me on the bottom! Then he realizes she was drawing him being pounded by a guy rofl. Oh yeah, the genitals were covered by an eraser. I´m sorry if this description was vague I just really want to find it T^T
looking for angsty historical manhwas where the ml saves fl from abusive family
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/beneath_the_surviving_princess_joyful_facade/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/as_the_heart_leads/
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_count_s_secret_maid/
How to get my husband on my side
Under the oak tree
https://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/the_time_of_the_terminally_ill_extra/
It will make you cry, but 100% worth it ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶
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THANK UUU