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Can someone tell me why other readers think the MC is weak and has a bland character? Cause I literally see him as someone who has depression, has trauma, and has guilt big enough to want to die. And as someone new to the guild, isn’t it common that he still struggles to catch up with the rest of the members? I know he made some stupid mistakes before but I just see it as part of the plot.