i wonder why k can remember who he was and won't go mad unlike the other hybrids. or maybe they only go mad when their think of their name? then again the specific words are "when they remember who they used to be, it breaks them."
yet he seems to recall his days as a pediatric nurse very clearly.
reading the what ifs, SANGROK MY GOAT YES IM HONNA TAKE THIS ENDING AS CANON TO ME
LMG SHE FINALLY AFMITTED IT WE ARE SLOWLY PROGRESSING FINALLY
rushed ass ending but i loved reading this all day. i love messy gay people and BTW lesson to all gay men out there. to prevent being like haegyung there is a very simple rule: leave them DL gay bitches alone. Im talking about the down low gay men who wanna play straight and yet fuck men behind the scenes.
leave them men alone, they hate you and themselves for being gay. nothing good comes from those men !!! their self destructive delusions will get everyone hurt. bc see how haekyung got trash ex after trash ex? let this be a lesson
also i know we're not really supposed to be rooting for yoshiki and hikaru, but i just love them sm. my doomed yaoi. but im just a sucker for feel good and happy endings. i know that he is not actually hikaru. he is a completely different person, but yoshiki treats them the same. despite trying to tell others he doesn't, he still fundamentally treats them both as if they're hikaru. that's why he's so willing to hide the truth from others and why he keeps helping this hikaru despite having no obligations to this new person. because he still thinks of the monster as hikaru.
and he's not supposed to even be so attached to'hikaru' because it's dangerous and it could possibly turn him into a monster too. and who know what could happen then. but a small, small part of me still wants this to have a good ending for yoshiki and hikaru, regardless if it's hikaru returning to yoshiki in the end or yoshiki embracing the new hikaru.
i can't bear to see truly sad and depressed endings. and honestly if we get one, the only ending i'm accepting is yoshiki somehow dying with the monster, to finally solve the problems of the villlages. i just don't think i could stand to see yoshiki move on and date another random man in the future. bc i just love him with hikaru so much
i wonder of the three endings i proposed gets picked, or even better, the author will completely surprise us with a different idea. who knows
WE GONNA IGNORE THAT YOSHIKI AND HIKARU ARE DEAD ON TV ???????????? OR IS IT LIKE BONUS ART OR A DELUSION LIKE
i still come back to this laughing bc yeah i too want a stalker that buys be groceries, takes care of me via bath and homecooked meals, and fucks me. truly a recession indicator
the people yearn for malewives
hell *i* yearn for a malewife, when is mine coming <///3 （￣へ￣）