Plot explanation: "Helen" keeps getting flashbacks to bring kept as a sex pet by a priest when he was young before the priest abandoned him. This probably happened when he was in an orphanage, but that wasn't specified in the plot. He now has a fear of being alone. He broke into the mafia's place to get meth. There he was captured and kept as a sex pet again, but he's insecure about his place because he was once abandoned. When they start out in Macau China, he was often left with Philip as a sort of sex pet daycare situation while his master did his mafia job work shifts. Then they went on a business trip together and stayed in an apartment together, where they were spending more time together. "Helen" opened the window even though the sun instantly burned him severely because of his albinism so he could feel like he's with people. The burns were so severe he got a fever, and he's already mentally unstable, and his master said they'd have to return from the trip to their original meeting place in Macau China, so in the funk he panics his master is leaving him and tried to leave his master before being abandoned. When he got caught running away he tried to kill himself so he can't feel lonely anymore. In the end both master and "Helen" realize they are both fond of each other & mentally broken and dependent on each other.
This has philosophical discussions of race, theology, justice, diversity, etc. But it also has a normal school plot and growing friendships. The most fun literary Fantasy I've ever read.
This includes a lot of harassment of a child, which I dislike. It is other children doing it, but it's still upsetting. By Japanese standards though "this isn't harassment" and you can enjoy the fluffy plot if you purposefully delude yourself like that to ignore the awkward scenes.
The seme suddenly became mean because the uke smiled on the phone when talking to his uncle, but seme thought he was dating someone else (because the only reason you can smile is dating apparently) and just using seme financially. I get feeling mad about that but blackmail is cruel.
Normally I hate how slow dramas are, that doesn't happen in this high speed story. It is sad that the characters don't actually communicate and just sleep together to fix things, and it is sad there isn't even a scene or two of lovey dovey stuff between one plot arc and the next.
Plot explanation: "Helen" keeps getting flashbacks to bring kept as a sex pet by a priest when he was young before the priest abandoned him. This probably happened when he was in an orphanage, but that wasn't specified in the plot. He now has a fear of being alone. He broke into the mafia's place to get meth. There he was captured and kept as a sex pet again, but he's insecure about his place because he was once abandoned. When they start out in Macau China, he was often left with Philip as a sort of sex pet daycare situation while his master did his mafia job work shifts. Then they went on a business trip together and stayed in an apartment together, where they were spending more time together. "Helen" opened the window even though the sun instantly burned him severely because of his albinism so he could feel like he's with people. The burns were so severe he got a fever, and he's already mentally unstable, and his master said they'd have to return from the trip to their original meeting place in Macau China, so in the funk he panics his master is leaving him and tried to leave his master before being abandoned. When he got caught running away he tried to kill himself so he can't feel lonely anymore. In the end both master and "Helen" realize they are both fond of each other & mentally broken and dependent on each other.