harusenpai's Topics (15)

I might be wrong, but what I got form it is that Kei is slowly but surely self destructing with the pills and the smoking. Yes he has had some sort of "self-realization", but the damage is still done. Yui is also following suit. He is going down the same path. Not only with the smoking and the pills, but also with the decision to (possibly) abandon his parents. In a lot of child abuse cases, often the pedophile was first a victim themselves before they grew up and assaulted a child. It's a circle that keeps repeating itself. I believe this is what Harada-sensei is trying to touch on. But again this is just my own opinion. (〜￣△￣)〜

thank you so much! your response is greatly appreciated (▰˘◡˘▰)

at least Kei and Yui being together and destroying each other together is much better than Yui repeating the same mistake and rapping another innocent kid

I agree with you but I'm not siding with anyone, both of them are fucked up. I just hope they'll be happy in the end.

?????????? uhh what. Big bro didn't deserve to be sexually assaulted because he ignored his younger brother?? Like someone else said, imagine if the older brother was a girl instead

and you would. do the same as the little bro. that. is kind of nasty. 13 people agree with you What has this world come to

It's obvious that the older brother started avoid the younger one because he was ashamed by the fact that he was selling himself for money ._. even if he was doing that because they had not enough money (=to feed his younger brother and to give him a roof over his head)since their mother abandoned them. So, ok, it's sad to be rejected and all, but well, before raping his own brother maybe he should have thought about the reasons behind older bro's behaviour?

Call me what you want. I don't care. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion & it's a manga. ╮(￣▽￣)╭

Thank you for your reasonable response I really appreciate it. I see what you mean & I guess that could work but it wouldn't make the manga what it is/ interesting. That's what people don't understand. If they don't like it they shouldn't read it.

yes, you're right, if it wasn't like that then there wouldn't be any plot. But even so, I feel bad for the older brother :( well, for both of the characters... I'm looking forward to see how they will make up.

(I'm sorry for my bad english but it's not my native language)

[well for starters, up to this point, the band is going to perform the song that uenoyama (dark hair boy - assumed seme) produced. The very last chapter there that was updated was them performing--and it was so mesmerizing that everyone was surprised because they are a street band. ]

& The story goes as Uenoyama-kun going to his 'spot' at school to nap but he saw Mafuyu-kun (assumed uke) there already. He was holding an electric guitar and he was lazing around and made room for Uenoyama-kun. After fixing the guitar and strumming it, Mafuyu-kun realize that Uenoyama-kun is actually really good so he asked him to teach him. That's how they connected--the more time he spent with Mafuyu-kun, he started to realize that he likes being around the guy. Uenoyama-kun later found out that Mafuyu-kun is an amazing singer and asks him to join the band but was rejected (which he did join the band afterward). He was just interested in learning electric guitar. Uenoyama decided that he will write a song for Mafuyu to sing for them because his voice is amazing.

Later, they bumped into one of Mafuyu's old childhood friend who made a statement about the guitar--that's when Uenoyama realize that the guitar Mafuyu was trying to learn to play actually have significant value to him. Mafuyu ran away from the friend--& you soon find out rumors from the girl that likes Uenoyama-kun that Mafuyu is actually gay and his boyfriend died. The guitar was his boyfriend's guitar. Uenoyama became jealous of the deceased boyfriend--he didnt want Mafuyu to sing about the feelings of the man he was once with. Even though he knew he started to like Mafuyu-kun, he never at any point confessed in the chapters we have here.

There's just too much to explain--the story is really detailed =( I'm writing too much so I'm stopping here lol

It's cool thank you soon much! The relationships between the characters are so intricate that I get confused haha

There's so much words in each page--that's why it can be hard to follow. I love the story--but tbh, it just have too many story lines intwining to the main one! Im sorry I didnt mean to give you an essay up there ╥﹏╥

lol no it's cool! It was what I wanted TY!

Me too. I'm just going to let a few more chapters add up and reread

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I think that the younger brother force his older bro again. The older wants to stop but his brother breaks down, cry and beg him. The older bro lets him do whatever him want.
He feels smt to his senpai. They hang out and eventually kiss.
Finally, the older bro tells senpai the truth about his relationship with the younger bro.

I rememberd the first page of the story. 7 year after the beginning the manga, both of the brother look like adults, wearing black suits. and we have the inner thought of the younger bro.
I thinks that scene tells us they don't end up together, at least not at the moment.

Wow forgot about that opening scene, I'm scared now. I looked at the raws and thought to myself "there's no way they will end up together.The relationship is too toxic for the older brother and he genuinely seems to hate younger brother now". But that opening scene (which as you point out, looks to be some time in the future when both of them are adults) leads me to believe that younger brother STILL yearns for older brother and hasn't gotten over him. Younger brother is so persistent that he's sure to continue causing problems for older brother even if they aren't together. I really hope sempai comes around and helps older brother (looks like they broke up as of the end of volume 2). Older brother really didn't want to tell him what was going on and his fears of how sempai would react came true. No wonder rape victims keep quiet... ( ╥﹏╥ )

If my reading raws correct, sempai shocks of the truth, and at the end of chapter 9 or 10, he cried or has watering-eyes. I think he would not deny older bro, hope so