Mc please like his option is to stay with the ML rather than go out there making enemies fighting everyone n that other guy who tried to r word him & Will try again baby pls you're in an apocalyptic situation where ppl wanna fuck you up either 1 you K word yourself from day 1 n say bye bye or since you wanna survive so much stay with the person stronger than you since he's willing to take care
Ngl I knew mc was gonna pull sm like this they always do I thought he realized the system doesn't control their emotions to the degree he thinks it does when he came to terms with his relationship with his family but ik that he was gonna pull this "it's the system/story line" stuff with the ML so frustrating I wish we get an mc who doesn't ponder on this so much but every mc I've seen up till now has done this at some point
I mean, it kinda makes sense that he'd be a little distrusting of Ilya's feelings. This is because he truly believes nothing is really changing in the story plot. The paths may be different but the outcomes are the same so if he thinks being with Ilya will still result in the destined outcome, he's inherently going to try to deny his (Ilya) feelings. And also because, I think he views the people around him as sort of puppets of the system of sorts as this is a novel.
That's what I think.
OK so I saw raws & ML accidentally killed MCs dad when he was a teen I think mcs dad is a cop & ML feels really guilty about it but he only finds out MC is the son of the guy he killed like in ch 20 sm plus
Also when they were younger MC use to play this arcade game with ML for a few days they meet randomly n developed a bond that's Why ML has a PC place rn
Idk Why he hired MC tho it was a coincidence I think cause he wasn't aware that he was the son of the guy he killed
ML has a very tragic past too