
These 2 chapters were actually SO damn! Good! The symbolism between someone choosing Doyeon in the past and her just accepting that she wouldn't get picked and feeling the need to not be chosen so she can stay with the rest of the children because it would make them happy (and it's easier to just please others) AND THEN to turn around and get chosen and want to leave immediately.
Then flashing into the future where the same things happening to her again and she, this time, wants to fight to be picked!! UGH so damn good!!!
I hope she leaves him, because he's an abusive predator but I wouldn't even be mad if she wants to break things off with Doyeon as well. Shes never had a life for herself and I love my girl Doyeon but shes a little unhinged lol. WHATEVER happens I hope it leads to a good ending for my girls.