
This story was so so so good at the beginning. There was murder, betrayal, obsession, wanting to belong, and an actual plot.
Now it feels like torture porn. The story was already becoming ass but the true point of no return was when Heeseo was calling TK a cum dumpster. Like, this should just went to MRM and it's upsetting.
Really a big fumble. It had the inverse of "Hit On By A Kinky Guy" where the first quarter of the story was Basically just Harada 2.0 and now the story is basically a guide to healthy communication and talking about your kinks with your partner.

I have been laughing for like 30 minutes. GL commen sections are always so funny!!
Bl and Het comics are usually people commenting on the relationship, smut, or how the 2nd lead is always better.
But in most GL comments it's just a whole bunch of sapphics clawing at the ground, throwing up, and shaking their fist to the sky begging for a girlfriend. All of us are wondering when will it be OUR TURN. AND THEN we praise Koga and Aya's love. Lol we gotta get our shit together team.
Also I never see any complain but the hiatus that happens. We just offer more gifts to author-sans alter and wish her well.

The whole, "Neoul got Luna drunk to have sex with him" changes the whole vibe and the "funny misunderstanding" of this story.
If it was simply (which I thought in the first couple of chapters) "the both got drunk and had sex, now Yoreum is realizing his feelings as Neoul is trying to get over his" BOOM silly and full of misunderstandings.
But no, we are being asked to sympathize with a character who willing got someone drunk to have sex with him. Not just someone, but his friend who has rejected him multiple times. It just makes everything not funny.

I love love love this story so much. It really stands out from other BLs.
1. TWO CONSENTING ADULTS!! It's so sad, that this is rare in BL, both characters are adults and also both enthusiastically CONSENTING their love.
2. They are both so enthralled with the other. The not only love each other but are fighting over who fell harder. (Though I am a sucker for a Seme falls harder but still.)
3. COMMUNICATION!
4. The smut scenes are actually really good and not over done, and don't take 5 chapters to complete at a time.
And so much more. One of my favorite Romance stories I've read, not just BL.

I really want to get into the Heonjae vs Jingi fights but I just want to know:
1. What the Hell is in those damn letters?
2. What made Heonjae snape to CUT OFF HIS TEACHERS LEGS?!
3. What's the deal with Jingi and Heonjaes Uncle
4. What's on those tapes and I even want to know?
5. Who those people, actually, with Myengi's siblings?
6. Why are the Seme's asses so damn flat?
And I don't want my boy with EITHER of the brothers. He needs to get out of jail, and get his act together for his siblings.

i could help with some of the questions IF you want,, so spoiler alert!!!!
1. The letters contain pictures of disgusting pictures, children with a dye highlight like myeong-ils surrounded by "huge" men. So Myeong il had the implication that jingi was behind those fucked up cp things. but that's not the case because turns out jingi was one of the kids instead, so hes a victim.
2. We know that heonjae has this yandere tendencies so i have a theory that when he kidnapped the coach, he cut of his legs so that his teacher would never run away from him and stay with him out of love.
3. The uncle wants to kill jingi, simple. But his ulterior motives are still a mystery, but we know he's behind of jingis abuse though.
4. not sure what tape you're talking about but if it's the tape in the uncles room. Most likely tapes of jingi fucking someone else up or fuck himself up,, they're there to record all the troubles he did throughout the years. if its the cassette tape,, i mean what we've seen so far is to record myeongil.. but it also could be use to record important events to jingis advantage.
5. I trust jingis word that they're not dangerous people, there were diagloues in the past that the noona had a great relationship with jingi. Still not sure if they're siblings but jingi implied that they weren't. But overall, i think they're just close relatives that help jingi with his current situation.
6. yaoi logic lol

So so so cute!!! Honestly! This couple along with Mitsuki x Aya are going to be my top 2025 couples of all time!!!
Side note, I ADORE how they show the Asuka is really cute and kinda short without making him seem like a child. It's not reading as "Even though I'm 28 I look 12 uwu" like, he LOOKS like an adult but is still so cute. Anf his shy moments?!?!? I know I'd lose but I might just have to fight Kaii for Asuka but Kaii is super cute as well.

PERIOD!!!!!! I loooooove Helm! Ugh! He said. "OH you wanted a twist? Come on chapter 35 let's get sickening! *death drop*"
But seriously, I am a conpleter sucker for when people throw themselves off of somewhere high, knowing their lover will catch them!! UGH!!!!
And people need to stop saying the Brother is wants to get with Helm. The brother is a typical yandere family member. It's more of a possessive, overprotective thing not sex.
I'm actually really glad they didn't show the pictures and just vaguely described them. This story is dark, true, but I don't ever want to see anything gross done to a child. EVER. Vaguely describing gets the point across enough.
Heonjae is really going to be in his villain era next season. His own brother??! His brother who has looked after him the whole time? Crazy work.
Right!!! Though in Heonjae's mind he probably thinks Jingi betrayed him first by having feelings for Myeonggi. Heonjae is a lot of things but even he can tell that Jingi also likes Myeonggi and he feels betrayed because Jingi was only supposed to help Heonjae win over Myeonggi. Also Jingi doesn't really tell Heonjae anything try to protect him and does things in secret for good reason so Heonjae often feels left out and more isolated than he already feel. Sad to see the betrayal though.