
i feel so degenerate cause i keep hoping for ho and kwon to fuck the shit out of themselves like WILD crazy but this is so family friendly and healer inner child gotta reflect on my freak...

I’ve found my people! if we think about it, we only ever got one detailed smut scene over two chapters in S1, I want mor of that! I love all the lovey dovey cutesy stuff too but they’re both so hot, mature, emotionally available, that would make the smut 1000x more hot than all the other smutty stories, I really hope author-nim gives us at least one more steamy long seshion

so he's not a masochistic? then he's submissive and people pleaser cause theres no explanation about enjoying some bdsm play, for what i know they are desires u have to fullfil but u also can enjoy vainilla, i doesnt have to be so black and white tf its the author point here feels like they didnt look into bsdm so its becomes plain and kinky story.
im saying this cause the niple piercing its quite common called play piercing theres rope and also restriction of mobility like...was all this just his desire to feel like he's in the novel he loves so much? kind of extreme sorry dont know what to think anymore its so disappointing

He’s aware he’s curious and he’s aware he enjoys it but his understanding of what a masochist is is why he’s confused. His understanding is that unless you have pain, you cannot cum at all as a masochist. He’s able to cum just fine without pain so he put 3 and 3 together to get 6 but what he really should have done was put 2 and 2 together. Because 3 was wrong.

He learnt about it 3rd hand from a novel… don’t expect that he knows anything about what he’s doing. The top is the only one who knows what he’s doing cause he researched it. The old guy only knows the parts that he thinks is interesting in sadism (water torture, shibari, whips, flogs, etc). Like a lot of BDSM representation in all types of media, it’s very often wrong. It’s like if someone watched the 50 shades of grey trilogy and thought “wow that’s what BDSM is!” When in reality, bdsmers (myself included) are appalled at the BDSM represented. The only actual training and education they got were on the equipment, how someone uses it, how they should hold it and tease with it and that’s mostly it. I don’t think the actual author did any of that. It’s pretty common for people to use stereotypes in media. So while the bottom is poorly educated, it’s realistic considering his source material and stereotypes.

the way im staring to dislike how in bls its just hetero normativity like the bottom looking after the useless top who cant do shit on his own and has to take care of him like some mother.... still it was cute

Yeah it was cute, but in this one it’s kind of the top looking after the bottom since he cooks for him and everything.
What I do t like is how the seme is never honest about liking the like and leads them on while sleeping around. Like I get if you want to move on from liking some one but that doesn’t mean you owed to go fucking people left and right, all the while hanging on to the uke giving them misleading signals
i've never complained about a D in yaoi cus there typically big and thats ok but damn that thing looks enormous if u give a damn blowjob u get a free lobotomy
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