
Tbh, I don't really like how it ended . The ending doesn't really had a closure (well for the doctor and mc, they had), but at least the boyfriend (don't want him to call "ex" since they haven't had a clear break up) and the mc had too. Told him everything he felt, shouted at him, or slapped him. They didn't even had a clear break up. I was literally hurting, but after the mc decided to run away with the doctor, I kinda lost all my feelings. I only cried if the side of the boyfriend shows up..
If you hate me, go ahead, but in the end, I sided with the boyfriend. I am even angry at the doctor for some reason. I know he only thinks of the mc, but at least he had given both of them the time to talk to at least give them closure. He died the way he wanted, but is that really it? Like, doesn't he really wanted to talk to "him"? No matter how much you hate someone, if you really loved that person, you still wanted to at least talk to them for the last time.. They were together for almost 15 years damn it.. Agghh!!
*sigh* Still it was a good read, made me feel different kinds of feels. I love the plot overall, but not the ending. However, it wouldn't be unique if the plot isn't the same as this, right??
PS. For sure, the mc still loves him
PPS. I was really hoping the boyfriend would also die, but I guess not
PPPS. Hate me all you want, but this is only MY opinion

Right? RIGHT?? I also feel sad of that fresh graduate kid. I hate him for talking with the mc like that (which probably is the trigger for him to totally abandon his boyfriend), but I also don't think he deserved to die (?).. Especially when his side was shown.. Agghh!! I will definitely ponder this for 2-3 weeks probably..

OMG DO WE SHARE THE SAME BRAIN XISVDKSH Yeah, i mean, it kinda show how everyone makes mistakes, and they're not black or white. I guess what I'm trying to say is that they weren't totally bad or good.
At first I was mad at that boy for middling between them, but he didn't know until later, also Adolph kinda accepted him so... yeah :( but his dog tho

Try to read the novel guys, it has more detail and there is an extra chapter for doctor ai, wenxu jiang, zekun li *the guy who steal bone marrow* and assistant song.
https://m.flying-lines.com/novel/the-decade-of-deep-love

[Novel Spoiler]
This just added to my heartbreak for both of them even more</3.. He deserved it, really, but I want and hope for him to find happiness, because even though the mc resented him, I know the mc still wants him to be happy without him(mc) anymore. They were a good ass coupleee.. My hands were literally shaking reading the letter T-T.
Also, daamn. I never actually thought that that young master's boyfriend will die. Imagine if the bone marrow wasn't stolen, would the mc die? Or at least either one of them would still be alive so the other's death will not be in vain.. The author is so cruel af T-T..
I hope all of those who were left behind will find their epiphany, move on, and be happy again; with those who left them remain in their mind and heart as a memento of their happy and memorable times together T-T T-T

The doctor might've admitted that his love towards the mc isn't that strong and deep like the bf's and that he will never fall in love again, (am still lowkey angry at him) but I wish him to find another happiness with no difficult situations.
I really really really thank you for introducing us the novel <3 <3..

Yes, i honestly thought that jiang really love zhishu but sadly their sex drive arent compatible. If only they talk everything heart to heart before everyting too late and become very mess.
I think the reason zhishu left jiang without talking to him because he is very exhaust both physicaly and mentally. And jiang behaviour really didnt help. Jiang tend to accuse and have double standard when it comes to zhishu.not to mention that jiang lied to zhishu many times.
Imho, the ending is quite good. Its true it feels like dont have any closure at all but i guess it can happen in real life. Someone died from illness and the people left behind should move on or feel regret and guilty
Sorry my english not good so i cant explain well
I hate that bastard and Chikage's mother. I hate Mitsuko even more for leaving him, and even after he shouldered all those tortures physically, emotionally and psychologically, she still acted a fucking fucking bitch after what she did. Fu*k I really hate her.. But my hate for that old effin hag is much much more. That old hag obviously only cares for power and my rage towards her only grew even more when she threw Chikage away just because that bitch brought back an alpha kid..
PS. I feel sorry for that alpha kid and I hope he will grow and become a better person even if his surroundings are full of effin twisted-minded people, and that he will end that fucked up traditional things in the household..
PPS. I also really feel sorry for Midori, even after acting like that. I hope he gets over his hate for himself and for other genders. :(
PPPS. I hope the sequel will close this manga in a good way. And that someone with time will pick this up :)
Though I don't want that bastard to die (maybe because I like how he obviously dislikes the Souma bloodline and how depressing it is), but I certainly want the bitch and the old hag to die instead (I'm a little evil aren't I? Or a big one?) XD
FINALLY, I can mark this as already read. I have waited long for this, so thank you so so so much for updating <3
Honestly I feel the same as you on a lot of your points. I also feel bad for Midori and kind of wish we got more of a closure statement with him since it just seemed like a loose end. But yeah I hope the second volume has a lot more fluff and healing and the sort. Like them being in college or something like that.
It's just so depressing looking at him like that in the end.. I hope we can get a side story about him with a happy ending.... No.. Actually, I want all of them to have a happy ending..
Except for those who I want to "shinu".. -_-