
MC is such a bastard
.....sigh

I feel like the sentiment is because he "let" himself get caught up in a situation like this. For a "BDSM" guy, the ML sure is shit at it. The uke came to him looking for a specific thing he was always honest about since the beginning. He tried drowning him since the first time! But now he's toning it down because he "caught feelings" which wasn't supposed to happen in the first place, they set rules ( which he broke by the way) for a reason.
The uke was spiraling. And instead of having a normal talk, the seme tripped out, beat the fuck out of him, and blamed him for it.
How is he the bastard in this this? If anything, he's been misread and blamed.
Wild ride