the second hand embarrassment
It was so BAD my stomach started hurting DAMN
i really liked that, it was a little rushed but still good, I think the "I finish found it, my my beloved Norther star" make me so happy for no reason lmao
made my heart sob silently in love
the thing about this one is I wasn't expecting it to be so heavy (?) cause about his mom, what he's going through is after effects of trauma, the hands, they made me really uneasy. He feels trapped in that house because of his mom. His mom clearly used him when he was younger, and as he grew older and realized it, like not being able to have sex cause his mom's moans were burned into his brain. He's basically scared of sex, scared of giving in, scared of ever hearing moans because the first ones he heard belonged to his mom... the mom makes me sick I don't care how desperate you are do not subject a kid to you having sex with a stranger- are you fucking kidding me how do you not expect him to end up like this when his earliest memories are of his own mom having sex with random men??
ok sorry for the rant it just is a really good manga
it didn't register in my brain that the seme was so much older till he went "this guy who's about the age of my son" or something and It suddenly clicked and I can't see this the same way anymore aghhh
i came here from wokatoi and i cant stop thinking of the uke as hirotaka and ruin it for myself
NOOOOO Hirotaka is mah beebeee
idk how to feel about this, I want to agree with the seme-omega forced himself but don't forget the alpha initially thought he could just 'abandon' him once he was done. plus he was the one who came back and refused to not sever the bond :/
bro--???? kinky???