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everytime i reread this i always feel so sick during the chapters where he actually sleeps with mr.han. before y’all get on my ass i know he didn’t do anything “wrong” he and hwi weren’t in a relationship so he didn’t cheat but it just feels so gross especially since it was randomly thrown in right before he gets together with hwi. like why does he have to fuck him right before he gets together with hwi it just feels unfair like he gets to fuck his “crush” before locking in and settling down with hwi. idk maybe i’m sensitive but if he gets to mess around with someone else i wish we got to see hwi try to move on and get it on with someone else too. equality right? ¯_(ツ)_/¯