
Tommorow me and my sister going to our parents grave, its make me so nervous, its cause it was just me that never going to their grave, i visit my dad grave just once it was really just once i ever visit his grave and i just visit my mom grave just twice, well it was long way to go with car their grave is in different location anyway, i never really care abt that, but just thinking abt visiting their grave makes me really nervous, well its not like i really going to their grave at onec, maybe just my mom grave cause my uncle have to
take care some documents buut its still make me soo nervous, im just starting to thinking what if i saw my stepbrother or what if i saw my stepsister, cause we really never that close, i have no problem with them at all but it just really complicated messed up whatever, sorry for wasting ur time to reading my problem jezz but it just i dont know where i should tell this story and dont know who i supposed to tell this ┗( T﹏T )┛
So i have a friend when i was in junior high school, he was pretty awesome cause he was smart in english etc (because before i didnt really have interested in english) but im not close to him, and yet he block my phone number and my other social media, so i really dont have conntact with him after we graduate, but few weeks ago he send me a messegn from instagram, he say wants to come over to my place well i didnt really mind abt that, but then i was accidentally send screenshoot abt him that i was going to send to my friend to him i was so freaking out now, and before that i was posting screenshoot abt my another friends that chatting with me to line, that i forgot abt to set my privacy so he cant see my posting abt, and he was asking abt that right after i send that posting...
Arrgh so frustating ヽ(`Д´)ノ (⊙…⊙ ) ( ̄∇ ̄")
I dont even can see that anymore the art its so terrible, ji ning almost looks like a delinquent ╥﹏╥