
I really love the maturity of this story. I'm just 30 and when I see how the author does monologues of aging and how we let things go just because we think we don't have enough time, or we no longer have the youth" to go for it... I think I cannot just relate, but to think if maybe this work is like a journey to that self-consciousness for the author herself. Either way, this story is mature, refreshing, and I totally love it.

This reminds me of a movie of a girl who was sexually abused by his father, and she gets to ran away from home. Then many years have passed by, she's around 20 and suddenly he has a random encounter with his father on a bar.... and SHE SEDUCES HIM, even though she seemed like she went through her trauma. This story is psychological thriller in its most pure way!!! I feel so sad for the bottom, what a shitty father, his mentally rotten too, a rotten victim :'c

What kind of moral can Jiwoon ask in a post apocalyptic world???? I'm actually surprised he managed to survive.... Boring character so far... Guwon is too perfect and beautifully big *wink,wink* for him. I'd love a ride or die relationship...

It should be the rule of the strongest, Guwon is on top of it, and he loves you? (Referring to Jiwoon) God I'll suck xD and "bless" that man in every fucking way possible... I understand the shock of some scenes, but he comes too naive... Right now he's living in a post apocalyptic resort what da hell is he crying about?

I found it funny that works like "no reason" and "reverse thinking" receive lots of hate for the toxic and non-consensual content, and suddenly you see these nice drawings with colorful characters, and a fucking narcissist, manipulative, compulsive liar so pretty and yet you get to keep reading without throwing shit to the author.
And don't get me wrong, I love toxic stories, the only issue that bores me is how gullible and willing is the beta to do whatever his alpha asks him to, like he has no personality, not character. But this is very toxic, and the arguments behind it are trash, but no hate comments somehow lol.
I like more the other alpha so damn sexy and more mature ლ(´ڡ`ლ)

I meant it more in the sense that, if you don't like it, why throwing hate towards the people who enjoy the gnre? why can't we all enjoy BL/Yaoi, no matter what? and at the same time respect the authors decisions? I also see that there are tags everywhere to alert you about non-consensual/sensitive topics, but they still feel picky and wants to throw hate either way... People in X are very sensitive about this and sometimes I'm afraid the author might feel pressure, but thanks god that still hasn't happened.
This story felt like poetry, the song of a first love going upsidedown. I wouldn't take the ending it literally. She was pretty good keeping the mystery of Todd's nature and human embodiment, and there's a lot of symbolism too... It's like a sad fable you read to a hopeful heart.