THIS, PLEASE I CANT WITH THE PPL WHO GENUINELY FALL FOR JAEKYUNG AND "WISH THAT WAS ME" MFS I don't see why they enjoy it I only read jinx because im like "ok how r u gonna fuck up this time?" And literally sigh every chapter Man im so ready for them to begin dating or something and ooo suddenly all is good again The author def has something for......
though they really never addressed that whole debacle about kiyoshi always pestering rintarou to break up with santa like why was he so adamant about that? and why did he cry when he wished them happiness? it's so easy to say "it's because he regretted how young his actions and feelings were back then" but to be honest, I can't get around it...
was kiyoshi projecting? was he uncomfortable seeing some bits of him on rintarou so he didn't want him to be with santa? but why was he so concerned when he has moved on from santa already? also touya saying something like "you'll run to santa when he's free" was heartbreaking and i was shocked the only way they resolved that was by kiyoshi saying "why would i do that? i have you" felt soooo lacking.
idk nothing convinces me that kiyoshi truly loves or at least loved touya. it's like he's the kind of guy who just goes for whoever he likes on impulse - or accepts anyone who comes his way and does his best to express his idea of what a boyfriend is. i understand touya's boss saying that their love was just starting cause I don't think kiyoshi especially loved touya but just accepted him and acted like the boyfriend he envisioned throughout...
agh im overthinking a wholesome BL but kiyoshi's actions and touya's lines from the og manga just stuck to me while reading, i did not get reassured at all.
I get what you mean by fujoshi but y'all are beating Japanese terms into the ground, fujoshis are Japanese women who consume lgbt content, most often BL. they were called fujoshis by homophobic and misogynistic men who called them rotten because they enjoyed non-hetero media and had their own preferences. fujoshis reclaimed this word though and now......
bruh i thought i was the only one tripping! I missed the witty comments and the sense of community and the manga updates y'all...i missed you guys so much
Words can’t express how much i fking love this bro, WHY I DIDN’T DISCOV...