It's pretty cute that the seme doesn't hesitate to be the bottom because I have read some books where the seme hesitates and if it were to happen, they will end up not changing positions at all because the uke find it more pleasurable to be the receiver
I think what they meant on the "this time" phrase is before, they just grind into each other like swordfighting XD and not putting it in, just my thought uh huh
I just love this ship so much that I'll pay the author just to draw a *sexy* scene of them on private (because chinese government might haunt the author XD)
It's pretty cute that the seme doesn't hesitate to be the bottom because I have read some books where the seme hesitates and if it were to happen, they will end up not changing positions at all because the uke find it more pleasurable to be the receiver