me and my bestfriend had always been together for 5 years <3 and us being clingy to each other is pretty normal.
but yesterday i visited her house, we hanged out for an hour and minutes later she suddenly kissed me at my cheeks saying im cute (i was flustered so bad since my mom is the only person who kisses my cheeks ╥﹏╥ but i dont want to tell her that lol)
she asked why am i so flustered, and i denied it really quickly saying no probs its normal lol she could kiss me whenever i want.
she said "oh" then quickly kissed me at my LIPS (SHES MY FIRST KISS AND I MEANT IN CHEEKS OH GOD)
I WAS SHOCKED.. but.. well i let her kiss me for 10 seconds cuz i think its not that badN (im not gay)
after that i was blushing (bcs its hot lol)
i had no reaction after that i just smiled and so is she (well my stomach is tingling so maybe im hungry HAHAHAHAH i havent ate at that time)
she said its normal, bcz all girls do that (i didnt know that) so i just agreed to her.
then when its time for me to leave i kissed her (bcs i think its normal right? and bonding with her makes me happy ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭)
and ever since that day we have been kissing!! well i kinda like it (im not gay, i have liked so many boys and this is normal)
i told this to my trusted couzin yesterday and he asked me with a disbelief face that am i homosexual? OFC I SAID NO WTF
so i just wanna ask if im right. Liking your kisses with your girl besties are fine right?
how many times have yall kissed? this is normal right? and im not gay.
so this gay guy kept bullying me, telling me I'm so fat, I'm a pig, a slut etc. just because he thinks we both like the same man.
so i confronted him by text asking him what dafuq is his problem but then he just kept talking shit about me so i fcking lashed out ofc!!
i told him "PLS FCKING BITCH SHUT DAFUQ UP" because his words are clearly crossing the line. and then I told him
"i hate bitches like you" and "can't we atleast talk nicely?"
But he fcking blocked me and the next thing I knew he posted me in his socmed telling people im so homophobic with the screenshot highlighting what the first two i said and he erased what he said in that screenshot.
now people are attacking me even my friends, so.. am i homophobic? I'm sorry i just don't know who to talk to. I'm breaking down right now.