
im super conflicted with all of this. she was the one to embrace him first forcefully. yet when he becomes king with so much power and is pregnant with his children. that she wanted the entire fucking time. once it happens she doesnt want him anymore? when hes clearly under her thumb if she just spreads her legs and says “i love you” conditionally? holy shit. though he had no right to take away her kids and not fucking pay attention to them when he KNEW she was devoted to them. theyre both so frustrating omg

holy shit there is no going back after saying that. id be DEVASTATED. if the one person i love,would devote my entire life to. says that. eclis has suffered so much. both of them have. hes given her everything. the only fault he had was overstepping boundaries and trying to control the fl. also the whole yvonne thingy. STILL THO thats sooo fucking cruel. like hes unstable ASF and youre saying such words that even id consider offing myself like wowwww o_o
ngl this hit too close to home x_x ended up bawling my eyes out at the end. genuinely gut wrenching
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