puchaina's Questions (12)

Hi guys :3

I've been like tearing myself apart for a long time now. I desperately need advice! I met "Jayce" my 2nd year of high school, we became friends and quickly got very close. We survived the fallout of a toxic friend group and we bonded over interests and childhoods and whatnot. However, during our 3rd year of highschool we grew even closer together as he was by my side when my mom developed terminal cancer. During this vulnerable time he and I kissed and while I initially rejected a real relationship, he insisted that we were already practically a couple and dating wouldn't be thay different. I wasn't happy during the relationship, I tried to break up with him every time we had an argument (basically every month lol) and i eventually broke up w him after a year and a half of dating. During the time we dated he became kind of obsessive and that caused me to feel trapped and I made some terrible decisions. I had a close friend who I was very open with that I wasn't in love with him, I actually had a thinh for his friend (i know, I know, I'm a terrible person!) And Jayce found out by reading my messages with my friend and I. The problem here is that despite the fact that I broke up with him in July, it's December and he still calls me his wife and his love and honey and whatnot. I feel bad, I want to set boundaries so badly but he's the type of person to beg you not to leave him. He's never had a real friend last more than a couple of months (that's one of the reasons he and I bonded because we both felt like outcasts.) He constantly talks about having kids and moving in together and getting married but i just can't bring myself to cut him completely out of my life. I've met his family, they know me by name, I have a key to their house !!! I feel like I'm so far into this lie that I can't possibly find a way out of this other than marrying him and divorcing him a year into it. I am not happy with him, we have different life goals, different ambitions, different work ethics, we might have good chemistry as friends but we just don't work out as a couple and I'm just afraid we don't have a real future together. The more and more I think about it, the more im okay just with just settling in and marrying him but we're just so different. I need help !!! How do I detach from him ?? What do i even do?

Does anyone know where i can read tgcf ? At some point I think i read it in a Google doc but I can't find it anywhere

Can I get some porn w a plot recs pls! Anything like Like a Tidal Wave or Sign and stuff like that. Thank u in advance :3

Hi guys :3 I'm looking for BL recommendations that involve love triangle, jealousy, misunderstanding, etc etc bonus points if possessive lover and size difference !! Thank you in advance :3

Unrelated but I HAVE to tell someone guys i was getting freaky w my bf and we were doing it doggy and I told him to go faster and his weenie ended up RAMMING into my butthole and it hurt so bad I literally threw myself on the bed and cried for a solid 15 mins it was so awful it wasn't on purpose but it hurt so bad and then I went to the bathroom to check how bad it was AND MY BUTTHOLE WAS BLEEDING. It was so scary guys be careful out there

Guys I'm burnt out from almost 8 years of reading smut i need something that'll make me feel alive again something worth reading guys pls send recs ily guys

Do you guys have that one straight webcomic abt a dude in a house with a bunch of girls in a family. It blew up kinda bc there was a panel where he was doing math on this girl's back while fucking her. She has blue hair and pigtails.

Yall got any manga/hwa/hua where the plot is just getting their guts rearranged pls? I don't mind if it's bl/gl/bg

Any possessive lover, omegaverse, love triangle or mpreg bl titles pls

Hey guys I want to upload a doujin here (I already looked, it's not here) and I was wondering how I could upload it. Any help?