Ka;ui's feed

If I was in BL world I'll probably be this type of ML, I'm not proud of this shit but in my teens early 20s I was just as insecure as he is, so I know where he's coming from, I can just assume author meant for his character to grow as lover as person and I think that's great
First love is almost always messy, first love could hurt most and mean most, you could even develop obsession without any knowledge of how to handle all these emotions, you can also learn and grow up from it though