Yellow July 21, 2021 12:29 pm

Since very young age my family taught me how I'm supposed to life as a girl. When I was in elementary school, I wake up everyday n go to school, after school I will go home and eat lunch, doing my homework, play or napping. after 4:00 p.m. I have to help my mom clean the house, then clean the table ,wash the dishes from everyone in the house and help her doing the dry laundry

When I was in Middle School my parent open a small store, so everyday after school I have to watch the store until 4:00 p.m., after 4:00 p.m. my dad will come home and help watch the store after that I have to clean the house do the dishes help my mom cook and doing the dry laundry.
This is one of the worse time of my live, i feel that I don't have any freedom. When kids at my age will play and try new things, i am stuck at my boring routine. And the worse part is my dad being physically and mentally abusive. I have a strong memory abt how my dad swear at me, hit me and destroying my stuff. I remember that time he was mad at me bcuz I'm skiping one class and my school called him. So he hit me and slam my head to the wall he said I've embarrassed him. i was very pain full, scared and troumatize

I'm not gonna lie, at this time i was pretty rebellious, i will go out play with my friend, i fight with some girls and i join the naughty gang at my school( I'm was a bully)

In highschool, my live was better. I moved out and life with my cousin sister. We were living at this horrible house, but i just can't happy enough that I leave my parents house
My roommate was not the best roommate, but it's better then my previous condition.
The most important is i have new friends and new environment. They are the sweetest people that meet, i love them so much.

Now I'm in college, my parents pay my collage registration and dorm for the first semester. But i pay the rest while working and tutoring kids online and offline.
But since this pandemic. i Don't have job, i only have 4 kids that i tutored (online). I can't pay the dorm so i have go back to my parents house.
And it was hell.
My dad is to old to hit or slam me now, but his mouth never stop hurting me ALMOST every single day he will come with something to hurt me. And I hate it.
I hate the fact that he still have control over my body and mind.

Thank you for reading my live story

    anna July 21, 2021 12:32 pm

    are we the same person? cuz this is exactly what happens and how i feel :(. I wish i could escape from here

    Yellow July 21, 2021 12:38 pm
    are we the same person? cuz this is exactly what happens and how i feel :(. I wish i could escape from here anna

    Oh dear, i wish no one else have to experience the same situation. Cus I know how hard it is to get away from it.

    sofya July 21, 2021 12:47 pm

    have you tried asking around if a friend would live with you elsewhere? like perhaps make a poster for rommates and put it on your college bulletin board, or facebook page, or the school magazine, or something?

    Yellow July 21, 2021 12:54 pm
    have you tried asking around if a friend would live with you elsewhere? like perhaps make a poster for rommates and put it on your college bulletin board, or facebook page, or the school magazine, or something? sofya

    No, i have not. I have a bad experience abt sharing my pity live with my friend.
    I know they were toxic friend but it troumatize me enough so i don't tell or asking help to anyone in rl, i learned to silence. but i clearly remember when I share my story they said you are not the only one who's not oke so stop telling me this kind of story cuz i have my own problems.

    rixxie July 21, 2021 1:01 pm
    No, i have not. I have a bad experience abt sharing my pity live with my friend. I know they were toxic friend but it troumatize me enough so i don't tell or asking help to anyone in rl, i learned to silence. b... Yellow

    They must've been such a terrible friend then. I hope you don't have a relationship w them anymore

    rixxie July 21, 2021 1:11 pm

    So I just thought, maybe try tutoring your neighbor kids? Or put up a poster near your residing area. There also must be a website which helps you tutor children online

    Yellow July 21, 2021 1:22 pm
    So I just thought, maybe try tutoring your neighbor kids? Or put up a poster near your residing area. There also must be a website which helps you tutor children online rixxie

    I have tried to find more online site where I can tutor. But it's not easy to be accepted, bcuz I'm not graduated from college yet and i have no formal educational background ( like a proper teacher), i only have experience.
    And in my neighborhood there are some teachers from nearby school who also tutoring, and they gave the children school quiz a day bfor the quiz day. So i don't think I could get beat that extra privilege

    Yellow July 21, 2021 1:24 pm
    They must've been such a terrible friend then. I hope you don't have a relationship w them anymore rixxie

    Yes they are. I have been avoiding them ever since. They still contact me from time to time. Buy they only do that when they need help.

Yellow July 12, 2021 5:32 am

I came here to read manga and talk about manga with people who share the same interest with me.
Some people would say if you don't like drama then just don't even get involved, well it's right. But when the topics is here i can't just stay still and not saying anything.
It's just my opinion

    Majesty July 12, 2021 6:18 am

    I think that there's nothing wrong with sharing you're opinion as long as it makes sense. I mean sometimes people just comment things without basis or sense. For instance, some people share their opinion about how they don't like the story, then they will insult or say bad things about the author, instead of sharing their thoughts on how to improve the story. Same goes, when the translation or the art is bad, the translator and the comic artist get insulted and they will start saying that the plot or story is not good as well. Maybe its just me, but its also my opinion. I think that we can share our opinion without hurting other people's feelings or at least trying not to hurt their feelings. (ɔ◔‿◔)ɔ

Yellow July 24, 2020 5:39 pm

Ok I'm looking for this Korean manga, it's about this young girl who has mark on her face (I forget if it's a curse or birthmark), and this mark will gone at the full moon. Oh she is married to this guy who doesn't really care about the marriage, but one night he saw her under the full moon light without the mark and he can't recognize her. Ohh it's historical something like Joseon set

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