guess i cried when junichi cried cuz tatsuya betrayed him and the last part where tatsuya 'came and pick him up' but really when junichi said that 3 years is a long time for someone who's already 80 years old...i think he really wants to 'go' maybe he cant keep up anymore living without tatsuya or something but i really felt it that way nice story i guess
no matter what i write it's the same as other comments...sad,happy and all but seriously i want to say that THIS IS A REALLY GOOD BOOK!! ITS FANTASTIC THE STORYLINE THE EMOTIONS UGHH!! ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
GYAAAHHH!!! ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ NEED SOME MORE PLEASEE!!UPDATE MORE PLEASEEE!AND THANX FOR UPDATING!! ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ﾉ~
what the heck?! you shouldnt make it a short story sensei~~ (￣ε(#￣)Σ make it real like ikeuchi and okumoto's love story ! (●'◡'●)ﾉ
this is cute enough!but i was really supprised by the reversed yaoi theme and didnt expect the uke would be that cute ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ
btw...maya should just become this http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/hidoku_shinaide/tr/1663417/page/1/
ok...so it was just updated but i am confused with what's happening...what happened between shimakawa-san and nemu?? ╮(￣▽￣)╭ can anyone explain in case i forgot and i tried to find the chapter but couldn't glad if you guys could give the chaps too~~(⌒▽⌒)
That's coming in ch. 4 & 5 - Nemu was kissed by Shimakawa, which was like a final blow to him, thinking Maya is now finally tired of him (in the previous chapters you can see that he really fears being to boring for Maya, and in ch. 4 Maya actually says that to him - not meaning it like Nemu understands it). When Nemu meets Maya after the kiss (he rubbed his lips so badly that they are bruised) - thinking Maya will now break up with him - Maya gets the impression that Nemu was actually raped. After a while the misunderstanding clears up, but leads to a longer talk about Nemus insecurity and they get even closer afterwards :D Since Maya is devastated he would think he wants to ever break up.
That's why Nemu thinks in ch.6 that the whole kiss-thing actually helped :)
AHHH~~so that what was happened...ahh...thank you so much for explaining and for the chapters..guess i'lll be reading it again since i don't have any stocks to read ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶ Thanx again!!
:) But there are only raws so far.
Buuuut here: Someone translated ch. 5 for us :D
http://www.77mh.com/201510/322572.html
Page 1:
Shop Keeper: Ahh. It's raining. Maya didn't bring an umbrella. I wonder if that's alright?
M: Yesterday's atmosphere was still somewhat awkward. It worries me that it didn't take a turn for the better...
N: Even if you get along well with Ruka-san don't get me involved in it.
Page 2:
Nemu's text: Can we meet up tonight? I'll wait for you at the station after work.
M: After I saw the text, I initially thought his mood had improved-
N: Maya... I-I'm sorry.
M: Until I saw Nemugasa's pale face... saw his expression.
Page 3:
M: What did Shimakawa do to you…
M: I could imagine just what had occurred...
Page 4:
N: Ini-Initially... we had been getting along well... when he suddenly... I...
N: Couldn't struggle free...
M (furious): That bastard! (Maya assumes the worst and thinks that Nemu's been raped by Shimakawa... when really poor Nemu only got kissed.)
M: I'm going to kill him!
Page 5:
M: You see?! Didn't I tell you that guy is dangerous?
M: If you had listened to me earlier, this wouldn't have happened!
N: Uu... I'm sorry...
M: /gasps and lets go
Crowd: What's happening? A fight?
Page 6:
M: /grits teeth. What are you guys looking at
M: Let's go. To a different location.
N: Ah –
M: /grits teeth
Shimakawa: Sorry, Hideyuki.
M: I shouldn't have trusted his bullshit...
Page 7:
/pouring heavily
M (thinking): I've calmed down now... /sigh
M: Just now... I must have scared you. I'm sorry.
N: /shakes head.
N: I should be the one apologizing. You've even reminded me once before... I'm sorry.
Page 8:
sfx: /ruffle
M: Me too... I was the one who told you not to mind him. It's not your fault.
sfx: /gentle touch
M: ...
M: I didn't dare to ask him... what exactly was done to him...
M: but...
Page 9:
M: Is there... Are you feeling unwell anywhere?
N: Nn...
M (thinking): This guy was crying to such an extent...
M: Are you hurt...? Is anywhere hurting...?
M (thinking): I still can't help but be worried... (yes I'm so down for this doting boyfriend fluff)
N: /tears welling
M: Hm?
N: ...My shoulder... when I fell...
Page 10:
N: I hurt it a little...
sfx: /removes the jacket.
N: /tears falling
M: Don't rush yourself. Take it slow.
M: If you don't wanna say it...
N: /shakes head I'm fine... I didn't hit my head...
M (thinking): ...Shoulder... Head?
M (thinking, ominous feeling): That bastard...
M: Just what did he do to you?
Page 11:
N... I was... kissed. /rubs lips
M: Any... Anything else?
N: Hm?
M: /holds
M: was it... just a kiss?
N: ...? Yeah...
M: /stumbles
Page 12:
M: /exhale of relief
M (thinking): Are you.. serious...
M (thinking): Don't scare me like that... My lifespan's been shortened by ten years!
M: /tightly holds
N: Uh... uh
M: /lets go Ah - sorry. Did I ruin your glasses?
Page 13:
M: You really did use a lot of force to rub at it (his lips)
M: /kiss
M: Shall we... do some disinfecting?
N: /cries Uu... uu...
M: Hey, it's alright now. Don't cry...
Page 14:
N: I like you.
M: I know.
N: I don't want to lose you...
M: ...? You... what are you saying...
N: Even thought I... may be a boring person
Page 15:
M: ...?
M(thinking): Come to think of it... That day...
M (in the flashback): How boring
M: AH. I didn't mean it like that back then.
M (thinking): Don't take those words so seriously...
M (thinking): It seems like he really thought that I didn't want him anymore... and was terrified by it to this extent...
Page 16:
N: /deep sleep
M (thinking): And here I was thinking that we were progressing well... /patting nemu's back
N: I didn't want to lose you...
M (thinking): /sigh ...He was talking about Ruka-san, huh. Thinking about me getting stolen away... that's guy's a man, you know...
M: Suddenly wearing the ring that he used to refused to wear out...
M (in the flashback): You're finally wearing it
N (flashback): Yeah...
Page 17:
N (flashback): Do you want to play that game...?
N (flashback): I also want to have more common interests with you..
M (thinking): Saying all those things that are out of his character...
M: ...What a silly person.
M (thinking): Before you cry in such a brokenhearted manner, you should have made me aware of your jealousy...
Page 18:
N: ...hm?
N: ...Maya...?
sfx: /silence
N (thinking): All of maya's things are gone...
N (thinking): ...He went back on his own...?!
/door opens
Page 19:
M: Oh. You're awake.
M: I was so unbearably hungry so I went to the convenience store. You should come and have something to eat too.
N: /nods Nn.
M; Here, your glasses. You left them on the bedside table. You couldn't find them?
N: I... just woke up.
M: It's too early in the morning, so I couldn't find anything nice to eat. I couldn't even get any tuna or codfish...
N: It's okay.
N: Maya... You're really awesome. I've never noticed but... you'll always buy my favorite foods for me...
Page 20:
N: I... I've only recently started to think about what you like, and all that. I never did that before.
M: ...I wanted to wait till we were done eating before we talked...
M: But let's talk first, shall we?
N: ...? Ok...
M: I'm sorry for making you so uneasy.
Page 21:
M: You were really bothered by Ruka-san, weren't you?
N: No... That isn't...
M: Listen to me. Okino told me.
M: Yesterday, after you fell asleep, Okino sent a text...
M: He seems to be really worried about you, so that's why he sent me a text.
O: Why did Nemu-chan cry for a bad person like you... After he was kissed, Nemu-chan was probably... overwhelmed by all the uneasiness he had kept within him.
M: He even said some stuff about my social circle, and blamed me for comparing you to Ruka-san.
Page 22:
M: After I got to know Ruka-san... I was able to have a lot more new experiences, and was able to listen to his thoughts and opinions. I'll admit, I do have an interest in all those things.
M: He's a man, so I completely didn't think about things that way. I also forgot... that you were a man too.
N (thinking): He's speaking so gently... but... my heart still aches.
N: That's not the case...
N: The issue lies with me... If only I could be like Ruka-san, then I wouldn't be so uneasy.
Page 23:
N (thinking): I finally realized...
N: We're still completely incompatible.
M: That's not true... but since it's making you so uneasy, I should stop this thing with Ruka –
N: YOU CAN'T.
N: If you cut off all ties with him, then I'll be too ashamed to face you! I don't want to become a burden to you...
Page 24:
N: If that happens, then you should just... break up with me.
N (thinking): I don't want you to always have to make a choice between me and others. I don't want to become... that sort of boring person.
M: I... I beg of you. Don't say such things...
Page 25:
M: With everything that's happened till now, don't say things like you want to leave me. I can't handle that.
M: You changed me.
N: Huh...?
M: I went to university instead of working after graduation just so that I could stay by your side. But... I really am... an idiot. What're you talking about, 'not being compatible...'
Page 26:
N (thinking): I'm the one... who changed you?
N: You're lying... You said that it was your own choice regarding your future... you told me that before.
M: Things like me turning my life around and becoming a changed person, how could I bear to say those things out loud?
M: If not for you and our relationship, I would still have been the past me - a good-for-nothing.
M: Aimlessly wandering through life, becoming an unsightly existence.
Page 27:
M: So... I beg of you..
M: Don't leave me.
M:...Hey. At least give me a reply... I won't let you go if you don't promise me that.
N: ...uuu
Page 28:
N: UUU...UUU /crying
M: AH. I hugged you too tightly again.
N (thinking): After we made up, we talked as we ate.
(They're just talking about random things here)
N: I... lost my temper at Okino-kun.
Page 29:
N: We should reconcile... but I don't know if he'll forgive me if I apologise...
M: He's not angry at all. He did send you a text too. Where's your phone?
N: Ah –
Okino's messages: Are you ok? How is it going? Have you guys made up? Once you see the message, give me a call, kay?
N: /stunned
M: That's a lot of messages... How pitiful. Quickly give him a reply.
N: Sorry for making you worry. We've made up.
M: How casual of you...
(3 seconds later)
O: /sends a sticker with the words 'That's great!' (I assume they're using Line, since it's commonly used among Japanese.)
M: He's actually a pretty good friend, huh... Others wouldn't be as worried as he was. Did he wait a whole night for your message...? (Okino is seriously a blessing to this manga ahh)
N: You're right.
Page 30:
M: That's right. It isn't always the more the merrier when it comes to friends. Quality should be better than quantity. I'm happy that you've made a good friend.
N: /smiles Un.
N: /kiss
M: Huh?
M: ...What's with that. You wanna do it?
N: ...I wanna...
Page 31:
N (thinking): when he closes his sharp eyes... there's a sense of ruthlessness (or heartlessness... I don't quite understand what he means here)
N (thinking): when he climaxes, the voice that he tries to hold back...
Page 32:
N (thinking): This jet black hair... it feels good...
N (thinking): Everything, all of this, belongs to me.
Now it makes sense.. since iam confused too.. XDD and this is wonderful! Thank you very much~~ (づ￣ ³￣)づ
ahhh no wonder i cant find chapter of what happened after nemu met maya on the rainy day...THANX!! but it's lil' bit frustrated to have to read like this..haha thanx anyway(๑•ㅂ•)و✧
Youre the best!! ヾ(☆▽☆) thanks. (⌒▽⌒)
Thank you!!!!!!!!!!!!
(づ￣ ³￣)づ
This is cute ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ At first i was like 'what the hell is wrong with shousei' because of his attitude but you can see that he's changing to mellow once he dated keisuke and THAT IS WHAT MAKES IT CUTE!!!(≧∀≦)
i just felt so sorry to yocchan ╥﹏╥ and really...i just hope someone would pop up and said he like yocchan or yocchan would know that kenji thought them as just fuck buddies and start doing his pull-push thingy again with a longer period time just to make kenji realize that he is actually going too hard on yocchan!!!
anyone knows what story this might be?
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/love_and_baseball/bt/c004.5/pg-13/
Look here for more information. :)
http://www.mangago.zone/home/photo/268626/
thanx!
I interested too, but disappointed