DreamingChaos January 20, 2021 3:25 am

Ughhhhhhh.

I hate Yahwi so so much, but I also can't hate him to the extent that I want to. Mainly because he really gives me the feeling that he just doesn't understand anything that is happening.

Like- I say that because i've always had issues understanding things, especially when it comes to social interaction... never to the extent of this damn fucker, but enough so that it forces some form of empathy in me.

His honest to god shock that the things he does hurts people is what hammers that point home for me, because asshole just doesn't understand other people. He probably spent most of his childhood with people doing whatever he wanted and never being open with him, and his emotional development went to shit. So dude just does not get that people aren't the same.

Dude needs therapy. EXTENSIVE THERAPY. God I hate myself for feeling any kind of empathy for him.

DreamingChaos January 8, 2021 3:54 am

Yeah no Yoon has no chance.

If he goes with Kay it's unlikely he'll be 'safe' as well. If the FBI can insert agents into Kaminsky's group, whos to say that there aren't also agents within the FBI for Kaminsky? Going with the FBI could lead to a fate even worse than death for Yoon, especially for betraying someone commonly known as the gosh damn PAYBACKER.

Not to mention the fact that Yoon is very willingly a great money launderer, and it's unlikely he wouldn't face huge legal repercussions as well. Kay wasn't romantically involved with Kaminsky, and yet Kaminsky still tried to track down whoever killed him from the sounds of it after his death was faked. Imagine what would happen to Yoon?

Not to mention his best friend + others he may have ever come into contact with. . . the better fate for him would be to get killed directly by Kaminsky if the 'relationship' fizzles out.

There are very many fates worse than death. Yoon is a criminal himself, so staying with Kaminsky might not even LEAD to death due to the fact that he can theoretically be trusted not to rat him out, as well as the very obvious fact that he would never do anything to put himself in danger.

Man death is not even close to the worst possible endgame here. Tbh death seems like best case scenario at this point;;;

    CCotaku January 8, 2021 5:49 am

    Also if there relationship ended (psychical) Kaminsky is not stupid enough to kill off Yoon because of how good his work is. It’s unlikely he will come across someone who works better than Yoon with no flaws. The seme may treat it as a fling and move on at the most.

DreamingChaos January 5, 2021 11:39 pm

Hey guys, remember in the QnA that the author has said they haven't decided who is endgame yet ~ ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭

DreamingChaos December 14, 2020 3:25 am

I mean, the seme has been pretty pushy from the start... but I don't think he'll be super pushy about sex anymore after getting kicked in the dick xD.

I think it was just intended as a scene to show that the uke isn't a pushover and doesn't just go along with things he doesn't like, unlike a lot of stories(can't just say a lot of ukes because it happens in all genres). Sorta like a "if I didn't like it i'd kick you again" thing.

    DreamingChaos December 14, 2020 3:26 am

    ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ I do like overthinking things tho

DreamingChaos November 27, 2020 3:44 am

Hmm... Getting the feeling that the author was probably given a "you have to end it by this chapter" notice, since the pacing was okay-ish the first few chapters, then went super rushed. It's a shame when authors are given ultimatums like that, but unfortunately it's all too common, even with webcomics :(

    MAGS November 27, 2020 4:01 am

    (TДT)

DreamingChaos November 14, 2020 3:35 am

mmmm I think it was put in a super iffy way, but it seems like seme can't get over someone he was in love with in hs, so he can only get off to uniforms bc that's maybe the only thing that really sticks out in his memory? possibly trauma of some kind?? Again, seems to be super iffy sounding, but maybe Haru looks exactly like his hs love so that's why he's okay with Haru taking off his uniform? Maybe that's what he means by 'saving him' as well... like he can finally get off to something other than uniforms.

Sorry for all the question marks, i enjoy speculation.

DreamingChaos November 9, 2020 1:35 am

Remember fam, unwanted penetration of any kind in the genital region is still considered rape, otherwise it's sexual assault. Fingers went in the booty, so this situation would still be considered rape. Just a sort of tidbit of information since I know a lot of people aren't completely aware of what the classifications are, which is completely fair since it's not a topic most people would search out with no interest in law.

--- now on to an actual comment about the manga ---

Honestly though, doesn't feel quite as icky with this manga mainly because all the characters are already painted as being criminals and/or shitty people. MC is a money launderer, and ML is a mafia boss, feels a lot less icky than a character that's painted as a 'good person' forcing themself on someone. It also brings me hope that the cousin will get lynched by mafia daddy.

In another note, the way the seme stopped after the uke yelled at him makes me think some kind of realization went on... like "someone hurt you so badly that you'd yell at me of all people?" seems like some info gathering is about to happen. Purple haired bitch better prepare.

DreamingChaos November 1, 2020 2:00 am

Wait a minute... did the uke ever even say he was an m? He said he liked what they were doing, but did he ever say he was an m directly?

    ag.jjtj November 1, 2020 11:14 am

    I don’t think so, but he never said he wasn’t either

    DreamingChaos November 2, 2020 1:16 am
    I don’t think so, but he never said he wasn’t either ag.jjtj

    Exactly, I think the uke is kind of daft in that department... so it'd probably take the seme asking directly "are you an m" for him to ever say anything ahahaha!

    Still a breach of trust though in more than one department, but I don't think the uke was being purposely dishonest (except for the whole not bringing feelings)

    ag.jjtj November 2, 2020 11:32 am
    Exactly, I think the uke is kind of daft in that department... so it'd probably take the seme asking directly "are you an m" for him to ever say anything ahahaha!Still a breach of trust though in more than one ... DreamingChaos

    Tbh I think even if he was asked he would still say he is just to keep the guy from leaving him

DreamingChaos October 21, 2020 4:03 am

Just because Yahwi seems to be main love interest at the moment doesn't mean he's gonna be complete endgame. The cover points to it being 3p honestly, at least with various other similar covers i've seen, but even then i've read enough to know that it's not always expected.

    sangwoo's mother October 21, 2020 4:07 am

    Finally someone who get it gosh

    Rose Cakes October 21, 2020 4:16 am

    I usually root for the asshole that'll clearly end up with the Uke buh like idk what it is about this one buh I wouldn't mind if Join got with Cain or it ended up in a 3p

    DreamingChaos October 22, 2020 4:49 am

    I'd be interested in seeing Yahwi get dommed in a 3p personally, a bit of sexy (more consensual) payback for his current assholery.

DreamingChaos October 15, 2020 11:40 pm

Mr hentai butler is probably trying to protect Haruto from something and is in some sort of deal. (〜 ̄△ ̄)〜 i've seen this pattern before.

    sotuhji October 20, 2020 10:27 pm

    i think so too, or it could be he was trying to take a break from being the uke’s brothers butler so he could be with the uke but it does make me really curious about what kind of person the butler is

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