tw // suicide : i got out of the mental hospital two weeks ago cause i tried to kms. i do therapy now and take meds but they do nothing and im planning on attempting again
I’m scared of having sex. I absolutely cannot stand the idea of having sex. The thought of having sex absolutely terrifies me. I heard it can be super painful. The same goes to having a child. I’m too scared to bare children because I heard that was also painful. I’m just really, really, really, really, really scared of a lot of pain. I actua......
i'm trying to recover from s/harm addiction, s/cidal tendencies and a/rexia. whenever i feel like shit, i take my boots and go in the forest for a walk. when i can't go outside, i just gaze at my plant or photos of forests i found online. it's really reassuring and most of the time it makes me feel better.
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