Damn I really love and hate the author at the same time┗( T﹏T )┛
This is making me misogynistic fr. I absolutely despise all the women in this story. They’re all so insufferable. And tbf I’m even starting to wonder if the author actually has a thing against women in general for creating a story like that. Or if it’s just a way to draw his kinks while proclaiming it’s psychological when it’s just implicit porn rooted in misogyny and milf sexual fantaisies. I’m still curious about the story but it’s so damn frustrating. I’ll see how many more chapters my frustration and anger issues can handle before I stop reading this and finally put a stop to the torture.
Maybe it wasn’t so bad when the comment section wasn’t working in this site. Cause some of you are only here to start drama and ruin the fun. They don’t even care about the authors work, they’re only interested in starting shit with people just for their own fun. It’s so damn frustrating. And I can already see some people say “if you don’t like it, just scroll it” and they’re also part of the annoying ones for purposely missing the point.
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(i read a lot legally this is a way to track and an archive for my thoughts)
Ughhh.. I hate it when tops are emotionless during sex…..
Why does « psychological yaoi » always involve rape ? Isn’t it possible to write a psychological story without including rape ? Also it’s so overdone, not original at all. At some point let’s just change « psychological » with « not romanticized rape » directly. Cause some of those stories are not that psychological, it’s more like « dark romance », and the only « psychological » aspect is the rape that is not romanticized.
I just know that so many of you wish for Dan to have a character development or think that the redemption won’t be satisfying or that JK is not redeemable because it’s been too long etc. But tbf it took pretty much as much time for Seungho to have his character development in POTN. And he had been sooooo damn shitty towards Nakyum, even worse than JK. And Nakyum had the exact same personality as Dan and he never had a character development. Not even once. And yet yall called POTN a “masterpiece” eventually. Yall were pretty much satisfied. So it’s just a matter of time before everyone here change their mind and call this whole bullshit a “masterpiece” also.
I remember years ago when I was talking about how I preferred yaoi over shojos because the heroines where too childlike, too timid, too shy, too much of crybabies, too sensitive, too naive, etc.
None of them had a strong personality. They were all poor little things that needed to be safe. As a girl i couldn’t connect with them at all but more than anything, it was just soooo frustrating to read that I couldn’t even enjoy the romance. So that’s why I stopped reading shojo and i really had my preference for MxM relationships. AND GUESS WHAT, THIS MF DAN HAS ALL THOSE SHITTY PERSONALLY TRAITS THAT I HATE SO MUCH LMAO. The man is in his thirties and not only does he look like he’s a teenager, but he also acts like one. But not just a simple teenager, he acts like a shojo teenage girl……… the kind that I literally can’t stand. At this point, the resentment I have is more for Dan than JK. Because JK may be an asshole but since the very beginning he was clear with his intentions and the relationship he wanted with Dan (only sex and nothing else), so tbf, he has no obligation to be “nice” towards Dan. Dan is the one who “fell in love” with a guy who’s only been a fucking asshole since the very beginning (the guy has no self esteem lmao) and who has too much expectations (because he’s so delusional that he thinks that JK is a nice person and could potentially loves him too). So just because he has too much expectations towards a man who has been crystal clear about his intentions, he’s like all sad and disappointed every time the man doesn’t meet his expectations. But like ?? The man has told you multiple time that you were only here for sex and nothing else. The reason why he’s so miserable isn’t entirely because of JK tbh, it’s mostly because he’s dumb, delusional and has no self esteem. And of course the only thing he will do about his misery is crying in the corner like the crybaby he is. Even tho he’s 30. I’m not saying that a man in his thirties shouldn’t cry BUT THAT’S THE ONLY THING HE DOES. HE NEVER SCREAMS, NEVER YELLS, HE’S NEVER ANGRY GODDAMMIT. HE’S ONLY SHY AND TIMID AND BLUSHING AND CRYING OMG.
So I have been reading a loooooot of yaoi for years and years. And now I’m much more exigeant than I used to be. And clearly I cannot read about rape anymore. I used to actually love it, then tolerate it and now I simply cannot stand it anymore. And it’s hard because there’s sooooooo many yaoi with rape in it. And it’s so frustrating but al......
where do people usually read raw manhwa? without the translation
Mmh I feel like I should stop reading it cause it hurts too much. The poor guy is only a teenager, and he has no idea what’s happening to him. His whole body is changing, not only he’s suffering of body modification but he’s also gonna end up pregnant ??? In the first place, it must be terrifying for a teenager to have an unwanted pregnancy but he’s also a guy (a “cis” one) and he’s gonna be pregnant ??? In a world (cis) men cannot be pregnant ???? Can you imagine the trauma ?????? There’s no way the author can convince me it’s gonna be a happy ending. Even if he’s « happy » with his alpha and their kid at the end of the story, there’s NO WAY i would be satisfied. This must be the most traumatizing shit ever. Also, the whole world might probably know about it eventually. So the poor kid will be talked about by everyone as if he was the strangest creature ever. And even if he stays anonymous, he’ll still have the most traumatizing experience ever, and he will probably be the one to think of himself as the strangest creature (and it would be legitimate as fuck). And he’s ONLY A KID. Also, he’s literally rotting in a storage. He’s waiting hours and hours, in so much body fluids… not only his own but also the MC’s…. And it has been mixing all together… marinating days and night… even inside his own body…. And he’s not even showering… not even once… and does he even go to the toilet at all ??? I know it’s just fiction, but I can’t not think about all that……
So all he has been doing for days and nights, is waiting ALL ALONE in the worst conditions ever, and fucking with the MC. Then he’s waiting again and fucking again and waiting and fucking etc etc. AND NOTHING ELSE. FOR DAYS AND NIGHTS. AND WITHOUT CLEANING HIMSELF, NOT EVEN ONCE. Every time I see the MC in his own room, or in class, I just think about the dude who’s suffering all alone in the storage……. He just fucks him, leaves him, and then goes back to his everyday life…And even if he gives him food and all, he could also help him clean up a bit… even with just a tissue or something… ALSO, he could lie to his parents just like the poor kid is doing just so he could spend the nights with him……..
I know that it’s just a fiction, and I’m taking it too seriously but it’s too much for me, it literally feels like I’m reading a horror story but it’s not even supposed to be a horror story… like bruh
So basically it’s a love triangle between a guy who sexually assaulted the MC repeatedly and forced him to prostitute himself VS a guy who actually care about MC’s feelings to the point he actually stops in the middle of sex because he doesn’t want to continue if the MC doesn’t like it. And I’m supposed to hesitate between the two MLs ? It’s like I had to chose between eating piss and shit VS eating a lovely made strawberry cake lmao
I wish the people who upload Lost in the cloud raw chapters would do the same for Nerd project….. Every time there’s a new chapter of LITC, the raws are uploaded literally a few HOURS after it’s released, they’re like sooooo damn fast !! But when it comes to NP…. it takes dayyyys and it’s driving me crazy ┗( T﹏T )┛
I’m just thinking about those who don’t like TJ… cause I saw the raw and there will literally have TWO other detailed chapters of Ian and TJ fucking in this car hahahaha and trust me, it’s gonna be hot as fuck ლ(´ڡ`ლ)
All I can think about is the lack of hygiene… so much body fluids and no shower at all… for days… ew