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I remember years ago when I was talking about how I preferred yaoi over shojos because the heroines where too childlike, too timid, too shy, too much of crybabies, too sensitive, too naive, etc.
None of them had a strong personality. They were all poor little things that needed to be safe. As a girl i couldn’t connect with them at all but more than anything, it was just soooo frustrating to read that I couldn’t even enjoy the romance. So that’s why I stopped reading shojo and i really had my preference for MxM relationships. AND GUESS WHAT, THIS MF DAN HAS ALL THOSE SHITTY PERSONALLY TRAITS THAT I HATE SO MUCH LMAO. The man is in his thirties and not only does he look like he’s a teenager, but he also acts like one. But not just a simple teenager, he acts like a shojo teenage girl……… the kind that I literally can’t stand. At this point, the resentment I have is more for Dan than JK. Because JK may be an asshole but since the very beginning he was clear with his intentions and the relationship he wanted with Dan (only sex and nothing else), so tbf, he has no obligation to be “nice” towards Dan. Dan is the one who “fell in love” with a guy who’s only been a fucking asshole since the very beginning (the guy has no self esteem lmao) and who has too much expectations (because he’s so delusional that he thinks that JK is a nice person and could potentially loves him too). So just because he has too much expectations towards a man who has been crystal clear about his intentions, he’s like all sad and disappointed every time the man doesn’t meet his expectations. But like ?? The man has told you multiple time that you were only here for sex and nothing else. The reason why he’s so miserable isn’t entirely because of JK tbh, it’s mostly because he’s dumb, delusional and has no self esteem. And of course the only thing he will do about his misery is crying in the corner like the crybaby he is. Even tho he’s 30. I’m not saying that a man in his thirties shouldn’t cry BUT THAT’S THE ONLY THING HE DOES. HE NEVER SCREAMS, NEVER YELLS, HE’S NEVER ANGRY GODDAMMIT. HE’S ONLY SHY AND TIMID AND BLUSHING AND CRYING OMG.