if you're bored go reread chapter 63 (& ch 64 too). that chapter had no business being as hot as it was
i hate the art change so so much. all the characters have round asf head and mc's hair looks like a bowlcut at times. give me the old art back
i've been reading the translated chapters on lily, and tbh i'm debating just dropping this. i can read a lot of fucked up stuff, but reading the way juyeon torments jiwook and watching his mental state deteriorate is so painful. this story actually treats rape like rape and shows its aftermath in a relatively realistic manner, so it's hard to detach yourself by thinking of it as the old tropey rape you so commonly see in older bl (where it's depicted either as not a big deal or even humorously).
SPOILERS BELOW: GRAPHIC
other than the brutal rape, juyeon beats jiwook so much to the point he starts shaking whenever juyeon is near him, forces jiwook to piss and shit in "pads" and then looks at him like he's disgusting afterwards, leashes and confines him to a room with no freedom to go out, orchestrates his gangrape (apparently multiple times??), gives him a dogbowl to eat out of (which jiwook doesn't) and essentially starves him etc etc. apparently even more horrifying things happen in the future (such as jiwook getting raped by a dog, him having vivid hallucinations of his rapists, attempting suicide) but i haven't read that far yet so idk how true they are.
and all of this is depicted in a truly depressing and bleak manner where even after you find out what jiwook did to nake juyeon do all these things to him, you still feel bad for him. it's not often i wish for one of the main characters to just die in a story i read, but i think the best ending would've been juyeon dying and jiwook running away OR jiwook succeeding in his suicide attempt. but in the story jiwook and juyeon end up together in the end and that's so depressing to me. they will end up miserable for the rest of their lives together.
chaejun searching "therapists near me" and telling seunghyun to get help was so funny they're bickering like a married couple already
can't believe i wasted my time reading this just to find out blondie bottoms
that older brother and yeongwoon's dad should die in a fire together
can someone spoil me the ending please? this has a sad ending i'm assuming?
mc gives off such milf vibes whenever we see him from hatano's pov it's crazy
the art is so gorgeous, i just wish the author had given the reporter EYES. like decide whether you wanna make him just a mob character or a full on loving partner goddamnit
i was really pleasantly surprised when i started reading the story and kimura actually looked a little older than he does on thumbnail.
i wish the art in the manhwa looked like the cover's the cover is gorgeous
i haven't finished reading this but DEAR GOD the part with yiyeon's bitchass dad was so frustrating. mc has to have some kind of brain damage because why is he so fucking stupid? why doesn't he just tell yiyeon his deadbeat dad was searching for him? why did mc go to meet the dad? why is he even agreeing to pay him money? (ik he's doing it to "protect yiyeon", but you're straight up lying to yourself if you don't think that's a stupid asf reason) the dad saying "don't forget who has the upper hand here" is so completely dumb and hilarious, that dude's gonna die of liver cirrhosis within a month or smth, what upper hand does he have if you tell me to fuck off and die in a ditch? every single choice mc made, made me lose braincells reading it. how are you a 40 year old man but lack common sense to this degree? i genuinely felt sorry for yiyeon for loving such a dumbass like this.
author please give us the romance story between nammae and yeonha!
anyone know of the manhwa where the manager gets fucked by the idols he's managing? he also gets fucked by the new hire as well in the second chapter? iirc, it wasn't a standalone story and was 2 chapters in a multistory manhwa.