Everyone: hating the hell out of kirishima
Me: he is very beautiful to me
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Ok, jokes aside he's super toxic and whatever but yoshino's not exactly normal either. Shouma is nice, but he represents what yoshino would have if she went the normal path of a Yakuza granddaughter, and if she was what they say she is. However, we see many times that she totally flips what we think she'll be like. Kirishima is full of shit but I like the part where he says that she's the only one for him and he'll be the only one for her. Which, is very hard. I feel like by the end, instead of kirishima making yoshino fall for her and she marries him, it'll be more the case of yoshino forms him into her ideal man all the while he thinks she finally loves him. He sleeps around and shit cause she's not stopping him. He'd happily be collared by yoshino if she would collar him. But so far, she wouldn't.
I'm literally sobbing right now like wow. Going into this I was like shit this is kinda fucked up let's see what happens but I was not expecting how deep or good or well-rounded the story was.
Shit happened, really fucked up shit happened, but the characters found the strength within themselves to decide their own happiness and what they want and the strength to keep moving forward despite all the bad thing. Everytime I see taiga and Rin it just I just like. Break down cause they've done bad thing and they've been through some shit and they're so broken but they stuck together and found their own happiness and I'm
I get that her tantrums were irritating, but I mean it's a pressure realistic portrayal of what a teenager would do if they died an unfair death and woke up somewhere totally unfamiliar. Hell, I'd probably be the exact same if I died like that. she had a normal life, it's not like she wanted to die and start over. Of course she'd have trouble accepting death. Her anger and frustration is understandable, she has no idea of she can ever meet her family again. She also has to accept that 'hansol' died, and she's 'finea' now.
Obviously, she comes to an understanding and realizes her parents concerns, but it's not so easy as "omona! I'm dead and reborn! I'm pretty and know everything about this place immediately!" You know?
And the only thing I can think is that this story was such a weird roller coaster. My first thought is fuck I just wasted 4 hours I'll never get back. Even tho the whole story leaves a bitter and icky taste in mouth, I can't seem to hate it because it's really realistic. Especially in that even until the end, seungyu was determined to wear the perfect mask and live in his own world no matter what goes on around him. The hye girl is perfect for him, she's just as delusional and crazy to boot. There's people in this that did weird, crazy, and questionable shit but there was no perfect ending because that's not the case irl. Life goes on. And that's why this story feels unsettling. Because we inherently want to read something that will satisfy us and make us happy in the end.
I really have to reply because this is what I’m feeling all the time while reading.