
I actually really like poly relationships but like this was just not it....with the Hugo reasoning I guess it makes sense but it don't got that flavor that a real 3 way does. In like the last few episodes the whole thing is just boyfriends Jan and pray with a side doormat named Jamil who pops up sometimes. Ion like how they constantly get jealous of each other during sex either. That's...just not hot. It's just slightly uncomfy.
Also wtf is Jan's ass like he could fit the whole empire state building up in there tf

I'm also one of those people that's kinda clueless and not good at picking up hints or non obvious things, so it really makes me pissed off when people get mad at you and they don't even tell you and explain what the fuck they're mad about. Like I don't even know what it's about so I can't even do something about it. (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
At this point, I think saebyeok should really just communicate about how he blacked out and can't remember anything, but man's self-esteem is literally on the rocks so idk...

But the rape scene at the beginning was too much. Seriously, there wasnt even an ounce of consent, not even ambiguous consent. The art and the rest of the story was kinda cute and cat-like semes are sooo my type but in this instance, I can't. He's just way too trashy and the uke is way too wishy-washy. There's other good stories w no rape, so this is just not it.

Nine is super cute but I'm low-key shipping Melissa with Yuri like Melissa exudes perfect sword lesbian energy. She's gorgeous, takes no bullshit, protects cute girls (and nine) from stupid bastards, what more do I need to say. since she picked up that sword, I've been going top me please top me ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄

And the only thing I can think is that this story was such a weird roller coaster. My first thought is fuck I just wasted 4 hours I'll never get back. Even tho the whole story leaves a bitter and icky taste in mouth, I can't seem to hate it because it's really realistic. Especially in that even until the end, seungyu was determined to wear the perfect mask and live in his own world no matter what goes on around him. The hye girl is perfect for him, she's just as delusional and crazy to boot. There's people in this that did weird, crazy, and questionable shit but there was no perfect ending because that's not the case irl. Life goes on. And that's why this story feels unsettling. Because we inherently want to read something that will satisfy us and make us happy in the end.
I was confused and mad about why it ended the way it did so I came to the comment section to find that y'all are in the same boat too