
I'm also one of those people that's kinda clueless and not good at picking up hints or non obvious things, so it really makes me pissed off when people get mad at you and they don't even tell you and explain what the fuck they're mad about. Like I don't even know what it's about so I can't even do something about it. (╯°Д °)╯╧╧
At this point, I think saebyeok should really just communicate about how he blacked out and can't remember anything, but man's self-esteem is literally on the rocks so idk...

But the rape scene at the beginning was too much. Seriously, there wasnt even an ounce of consent, not even ambiguous consent. The art and the rest of the story was kinda cute and cat-like semes are sooo my type but in this instance, I can't. He's just way too trashy and the uke is way too wishy-washy. There's other good stories w no rape, so this is just not it.

Nine is super cute but I'm low-key shipping Melissa with Yuri like Melissa exudes perfect sword lesbian energy. She's gorgeous, takes no bullshit, protects cute girls (and nine) from stupid bastards, what more do I need to say. since she picked up that sword, I've been going top me please top me ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄

And the only thing I can think is that this story was such a weird roller coaster. My first thought is fuck I just wasted 4 hours I'll never get back. Even tho the whole story leaves a bitter and icky taste in mouth, I can't seem to hate it because it's really realistic. Especially in that even until the end, seungyu was determined to wear the perfect mask and live in his own world no matter what goes on around him. The hye girl is perfect for him, she's just as delusional and crazy to boot. There's people in this that did weird, crazy, and questionable shit but there was no perfect ending because that's not the case irl. Life goes on. And that's why this story feels unsettling. Because we inherently want to read something that will satisfy us and make us happy in the end.

Everyone: hating the hell out of kirishima
Me: he is very beautiful to me
...
Ok, jokes aside he's super toxic and whatever but yoshino's not exactly normal either. Shouma is nice, but he represents what yoshino would have if she went the normal path of a Yakuza granddaughter, and if she was what they say she is. However, we see many times that she totally flips what we think she'll be like. Kirishima is full of shit but I like the part where he says that she's the only one for him and he'll be the only one for her. Which, is very hard. I feel like by the end, instead of kirishima making yoshino fall for her and she marries him, it'll be more the case of yoshino forms him into her ideal man all the while he thinks she finally loves him. He sleeps around and shit cause she's not stopping him. He'd happily be collared by yoshino if she would collar him. But so far, she wouldn't.
That's half an hour I'll never get back. Trash plot, trash seme, Stockholm syndrome everywhere