hes obviously thinking about what happened with his mother, and maybe its that he doesnt want nao to go through the same since hes not out yet? I dunno, but a fucked up thing for him to do anyways. And yea i feel sorry for nishi but i still dont ship him with nao, i just dont think they would make a good couple
¨i am his spare¨god this plot twist was something i believed to be true a long time ago already but its so painful, i dont want our ciel to suffer anymore and if he truly felt that he was only a spare,it explains why he acted as¨Ciel¨ ╥﹏╥
rigghttt.... in some ways i feel sad for our ciel... but lets wait for the story to progress more since i really dont know what to think now... our poor ciel!!!! ╥﹏╥