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so I'm in a mood to cry these past few days.. can someone recommend me manhwa may it be bl, gl or straight in a fantasy set up where the MC is dying and everyone around her/him regrets their past action to the MC but was too late... I want this kinda drama..i just want to cry... ಥ‿ಥ

I don't exactly remember the name, but I read a novel, where the same thing happened,

like FL & ml were immortal being , but to save the mL the FL gets demoted to a mortal ... Striped of power & killed...


But she died like multiple times for ml mind you..

And then when finally she was reincarnated the mL came to be with her ...


But she also didn't have any previous memories, & she fell in love with another guy...


And even when aFtEr a long time when she remembered all previous live , she choose the human over the immortal dude...


Anyways, like I just wanted to say I hate if in a relationship only one person has to sacrifice everything... （￣へ￣）


Like I would prefer FL to fall in love with ml , instead of just remembering all memories & falling in love..(▰˘◡˘▰)

Is this gay or nah?