abnkkbsnplk February 21, 2025 10:43 pm

Jinju and Doyeon's relationship is far more complicated than everyone think. Doyeon meet the criteria of having severe depression, and even before this, bottling your feelings inside (happiness, sadness or anger) was really damaging for someone's mental health. Her being an orphan and being a replacement for someone dead is bad enough already, you can also look at her image as someone who's almost 'perfect' (Beautiful and smart). Creating this image of perfection caused her a lot. And it's being self-destructing inside. Loving Jinju is her only salvation, but what can she do if the person she's so down bad with, is half her age, already married, and an undecided and self-depricating adult?

Jinju, on the other hand, is suffering from being incompetent, lack of confidence, insecurities, and now after experiencing violence from loan sharks, PTSD. She's like a bird who's been caged for a long time and now that the door of that cage is already open, she won't leave. Because she's so used of being caged and she's unconsciously comfortable of being the friend of sadness, desperation, and rock bottom. She also lost her authenticity due to her pedophile husband manipulation. She didn't listen to her parents. She believed in love. And where does the 'love' brought her? More trauma. What Jinju missed is how different Doyeon is from her husband. A lot of panels showed how brave, courageous, and sacrificing Doyeon is. Her love is so sure and firm. And yet, Jinju doesn't see that, or atleast, ignored it.
She will always question Doyeon's feelings and intentions because deep inside her, she unconsciously don't love herself enough to free herself from her husband. How can you love someone who doesn't believe in love in the first place? And how could you love someone who doesn't love themselves.


Simple answer: these are aaall recipes for a tragic ending. (I hope not. But really, with the story going on like this, it's already tragic enough lol)


My take? I'm still rooting for them. I still think that both of them can make it. They both need a fuckin therapy tho. (atleast after solving their problem of getting rid of that asshole coward husband)

abnkkbsnplk January 31, 2025 12:22 am

Personally, I'd chose Daun's sister for her personality, but girl is kinda a sucker choosing her partner. I understand mc's personality. It's kinda hard to forget someone u have feelings with for a long time, while also dealing with seductions from their younger sister (☞ᐛ)☞

abnkkbsnplk January 19, 2025 10:25 pm

First of all, SAKI girl you have kanon dancing in palm of ur hands and i can't blame her. You're so beautiful

abnkkbsnplk January 9, 2025 1:06 am

i didn't know u're deaf but also blind. can't you see? U're a lesbian

abnkkbsnplk December 22, 2024 10:24 pm

I know for sure that yuu's been ravishing her gurl privately

abnkkbsnplk December 21, 2024 8:29 am

AFTER ALL THAT DRAGGING YOU'LL GIVE US 'FINAL CHAPTER'? WHERE'S THE DATE THE KISS THE SEGGS THE LOBEY DOBEY CUDDLY MOMENTS OF EM AS A COUPLE OMG PLEASE.

abnkkbsnplk December 17, 2024 6:25 am

Girl you're inlove don't make it too complicated

abnkkbsnplk December 17, 2024 1:01 am

I dressed like girl, long hair, and girl look all over but consider myself a lesbian. i have a gf (luv her so much) and she's a pillow princess like isu. I don't see anything wrong with it that's because just like sori, it feels so good to be the one giving pleasure to other person. I can c*m just by pleasuring my lover. And i think it really just depend on the dynamics of each partners. My gf is a bi, and I'm lipstick lesbian sooo.... (We're 3yrs in rs alr ヾ(´︶`♡)ノ i luv our seggs lyf haha

    Kawaii_meinu December 19, 2024 12:56 pm

    Y'all so cuteeee!!! Full support!!!!! (from a lesbian)
    ヾ(❀╹◡╹)ノ~

    Angelina December 20, 2024 1:14 am

    Oh goshhhh I'm so happy for yall and also so jealous of yall like damn when me???

    hazuyu December 20, 2024 4:00 am

    this is the greed they talk about in the bible (this is a little joke okay, i'm jealous) (but i'm also so so happy for you please keep being happy)

    abnkkbsnplk December 21, 2024 8:41 am

    Holy moly, thank you for the support >< i just really got lucky tho. Also- we are both graduating this school year in university(yes we do have lottt of seggs but keep in mind that that's because we're both consenting adults alr ♡´・ᴗ・`♡) We both took the same course as well. Life is so good with her that its actually scary.. Tho honestly, i just feel like we're falling deeply inlove each day idek if thats normal haha
    Now im just bragging (´∀`)/ i hope you guys find your persons as well. I will never let my pretty girl go.

    @unapologeticallyqueer January 5, 2025 5:45 pm

    God… i’ve seen what you’ve done for others…

    Bunnykinz January 8, 2025 8:29 am

    i love this for u!! i hate how many ppl r hating on this dynamic... it's rlly ignorant stone tops/pillow princesses r valid!

abnkkbsnplk November 2, 2024 2:20 pm

This chapter hits super hard I'm kinda on the verge of tears

abnkkbsnplk October 30, 2024 12:34 am

Bestfriend route pls

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